In Denial

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~Aiden POV~

~SAME NIGHT~

I've been playing video games for the past hour trying to forget about Gabby. Nothing's working.

I took a long shower and thought.

I thought about Gabby and why she doesn't want to love me. Is she afraid? Am I not good enough?

I thought about mine and Gabby's parents and how much I missed them.

I thought about mine and Gabby's childhood. We've both changed so much.

I thought about my feelings for Gabby. Feelings I didn't even know I had, until she pointed out if I had felt anything when she poked me earlier.

I get out of the shower and throw on a gray T-shirt and black b-ball shorts.

I hear a knock on the door.

"Come in," I say.

I look to see Gabby standing in a doorway. I notice she's wearing my T-shirt. She looks sexy. Funny how I just discovered these feelings a few hours before.

"Hi." She looks shy all of a sudden.

"Hey, come sit down." I pause my video game I started after my shower and motion for her to sit by me.

She slowly walked next to my bed, and sat down, leaving space between us. I look at her, and pull her into my lap. She freezes, clearly shocked. I place a finger under her chin, making her look at me.

"Why can't you understand that we might actually like each other?"

I ask her.

"I-I don't know, I just can't grasp the fact that I might like my Bestfriend." She tells me.

I look at her luscious lips then back at her beautiful eyes. "I'm gonna kiss you. Feel free to stop me or slap me or whatever."

I slowly inch toward her until I feel her soft delicious lips on mine. She suddenly responds to the kiss which surprises me. But what surprises me even more is when she deepens the kiss. I reluctantly pull away before we go too far. My lips were longing for hers.

I look at her. "Why do you keep fighting these feelings you know you have for me?"

She sighs, gets up, and heads to the door.

"Night Aiden"

"Night Gabs"

She heads back to her room.

I get up, get my iPod, and turn out the light. I downloaded Bestfriend by Jason Chen right when I got home. Call me gay or whatever but I love this song.

I listen to it on repeat until I slowly drift to sleep.

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Hope you enjoyed it. Not gonna waste your time so bye!

💜Arii💙

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