My Life, Past and Present

Hi.

Hi.

I'm back. How are you guys? Good? Great? Bad? I'm fine. Just ok. Nothing more. I have decided to choose happiness when it comes to The Group leaving me out. I just keep going like it doesn't hurt. And I actually feel a bit better about it. Kaila just had her birthday and I gave her a couple of prezzies. I'm not even upset that I wasn't invited to her birthday party last weekend. Truly, I am not upset. I like this no drama thing, even though I didn't think there was drama to begin with but you know...

I got my glasses on Friday last week!! I'm so happy that I can actually see the world. And my eye doctor is really hot. And my eye doctor gave me a lens for my blind little eye and it makes it look bigger and actually more normal! I'm so freakin happy. I got two frames. Nerd style and a really cool rectangular style that I thought I wasn't going to like but actually really do. In fact, I'm wearing them now. Did I mention I'm super happy?

I actually ok this week. Not that depressed which is good. No record breaking if ya know what I mean... The play Annie is going pretty well. I hang out with some really funny seventh graders and Julia, who are also orphans.

Christ. Guidance counselors from the high school came in today during algebra... (Pardon thy French) it was so damn stressful! I had to plan out my whole ninth grade year when it's not even halfway through the eighth grade year! Motherrrr fuuuuuuudger. I had to choose to take either geometry for one only semester and learn everything then and take theatre. Or I could choose to slow down geometry and take it for two semesters my ninth grade year but NOT take theatre. And I REALLY want to take theatre but I'm not sure I can handle learning everything there is to know about geometry during only one sem. God I'm so freaking out. Plus I'm taking Spanish 2&3 next year. But yeah.... It's really anxious for me.

Speaking of being anxious, my therapist diagnosed me with generalized anxiety, separation anxiety and social anxiety. Add that to my depression and I've got some issues. Big issues. Anyways, I think this guy I know has a crush on me. It's not Bob, that's for sure, but he is really sweet. And let's just say that if he asked me out, I wouldn't say no. However, I don't think it will get that far.

I've currently got all A's and a B in algebra. That's pretty good if I say so myself. So that's my little update for now. It's a tiny one but my life's really not that interesting, to be honest. So gods bye for now, you awesome people who read this. (There's not many lol).

Byeeee.