My Life, Past and Present

Merry almost Xmas?

So many changes.

So "Bob" blocked me on Instagram and I honestly don't know how I feel. Yes, I'm kinda pissed, so I blocked him too, and deleted our old messages. It was hard for me and I actually had to close my eyes and fiddle with the delete button blindly. My friends helped me through the confusion and during the whole thing. I still don't know why Bob blocked me though. It makes no sense.

To be completely honest with you guys, I really want to message him and tell him off, but I won't. I'm not that brave.

I'm currently in Alabama right now with my dad. I was in NC for a bit and we just came down to AL today. I'm really bored. Oh, good news: I'm getting a laptop for Christmas! I can't wait to get Sims 4 for it. I have been waiting for a year now so I'm really excited.

I'm kind of depressed right now. I really want someone to be mine and enjoy the cliche eighth grade relationship. I'm lonely. My thoughts are weird and my mind is constantly swirling with anxiety. I just feel a bit lost right now. Relatable, anyone?

I miss my friends. It's only a few days into break and I can't stand being this lonely. If any of you are reading this, I miss you guys!

On a completely different note, you guys should really read the book Chasing Red. It's on wattpad and it's so freakin amazing. And sorry for that irrelevant interruption.

I think I'll update again on Christmas Day, so yeah.

Props to Alyson because she makes me update when I really don't want to. Thanks Alyson_Lancaster , you kinda rock. :)

Bye from Ky. ❤️