Savior

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Tyler's p.o.v

3 years ago today I wound up alone. My family had given in on me because I was to depressed and I couldn't be happy. After trying 6 shrinks my family decided I couldn't be fixed. You see that's the thing with my family after trying to fix something they can't fix they just get rid of it like an old pair of socks. I was that pair of socks and I ended up in a rented flat that my mothers pays for but never visit me she never contacts me I could be dead and she wouldn't even care. At least blurry face has stuck with me he may tell me to do bad things but he has stayed. He's not really your ideal company he constantly tells me I am worthless and ugly he tells me I need to die because I wouldn't be missed and that's the truth at less then tells the truth.

After arguing with my mind for what felt like years I realized I needed together out.. There was a new record shop down the road o thought I would take a look. After throwing my legs over the side of the bed I stretched and got my phone no new messages what a surprise. Shuffling into the bathroom I began to wash my face I looked up and saw ugly. My skin was a disgusting pale and my eyes where constantly tired I tried not to pull out my razor and give blurry face a treat but I didn't want to not today. After washing my face and cleaning my teeth I walked into my wardrobe "shit" I mumbled I need to be more carefull when I'm moving around. I pulled out a black jumper black skinnies and my floral vans. I was dressed in 20 seconds and out the door in 50. I plugged in my ear phones and turned on sleeping with sirens better of dead. The song immediately blasted into my thoughts. I couldn't help but sing to it under my breath. I turned left and was about go walk in when I bumped into someone and I was soon on the floor starteld. When I finally looked up a guy around my age, red hair and a nose ring stood there just as surprised as I was. He removed my earphones and asked if I was okay giving me a hand up. "uh y-yeah I'm sorry. " is sighed "don't be.. It was my fault anyways... By the way you're singing was good " he smiled and o couldn't help but blush wow Tyler someone else now hates you well done he is only still talking to you because- not bow blurry face "thanks"I laughed "I'm josh nice to bump into you " he laughed and I couldn't help but admire him he was around my height and age his hair was shaved at the sides but not completely just partially that bit was brown but at the top he had a red messy scruf. His was wearing a Mario shirt with black skinnies and some black doc martens and he was extremely cute I would of admired him for longer but he pulled me out of my thoughts "so is that okay with you? " oh god I hadn't been listening ummm think Tyler "sure" shit. He took my phone and put is number in I guess that was what he mentioned "I'll see you round " he smiled saving as he did so "yh bye josh" I said "bye... Wait what's your name? " "tyler" I blushed and he nodded is head "well then bye tyler"and with that he was gone so I walked into the shop -you shouldn't have ignored my tyler-blurry face laughed but I shrugged it off and walked in. After flicking through all the my chemical romance records I picked up teenagers and I'm not okay the total came to $20 (I'm English so I don't know american money lol) I handed the girl the money and took my bag. When I got home I put my earphones on the counter and say on the sofa I looked at my phone to see I had

One new message unkown: hey Tyler Its josh I only just realized you didn't really pay attention earlier so I wanted to make sure you remembered the coffee we where going to get from the café near the record shop see you at 11

Shit. This will be fun

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