The Truth In Our Lies (AkaSaku)

Chapter •5•

"Why"? Asked Sasuke, "why what" I replied. " Why did you do all of this"! He started to scream with tears in his eyes.

"You NEVER cared for me so WHY SO SAD NOW"?!?! I yell enraged because he would say something like that. He seemed the process what I said for a few moments. My cherry blossom hair was practically defying gravity with rage.

He held his head low, " didn't you think I was sad! didn't you think I was crying! I LOVED YOU! All I said was and ACT!!"

By then he yanked his head up with tears running down his face. He locked to onyx eyes with mine.

I was shocked to say the least, but nonetheless still enraged at him. My mind went blank for a the first time in a while.

"I STILL LOVE YOU!! Come back please! Just come back, I'll do anything"! His emotions seemed to snap, why was he acting like this? By this time I was starting at him like he was an alien.

What happened to the so called "Uchiha Pride"??  Well where ever it was, it's down the drain now.

I feel this ache in my heart when i'm by him. What I did next surprised him as well as myself.

I slapped him square across the face, it must have left a mark because my hand stung from how I hit him so hard.

"How dare you, what happened to that so called Uchiha Pride? Well it's gone now! I was in the background all my life, I gave my soul up for you! And WHAT DO YOU DO!? THROW IT AWAY! MY LIFE WAS IN YOU HANDS, AND YOU LITE ME ON FIRE!! WATCHING ME BURN TO THE GROUND!"

Then my voice took a turn for the worst, I became the cold emotionless Sakura I came to despise. The one that chased everone away when I was and infant.

"and you dare say you love me now? Well good luck redeeming yourself because I had to sell my soul to the devil just to get this far. Now how "far" will you go?"

With that I snapped my head with the rest of my body the other way and ran off. I'll try to explain what's going inside my head to you, except I don't even know myself.

I snapped.

No other word for it.

What he just said to me is what I waited for half of my 10 year old life. Except I wasn't happy at all, infact it felt as if I wanted to kill him. This feeling I couldn't explain. Like if I brought this pain on others it will make my own go away.

But I knew this feeling was wrong. I learned it the hard way years ago...

That didn't stop the feeling though, I suddenly realized that I ran way past the bace and totally lost Itachi. A part of me wanted him to be next to me, the  other told to me to stay away for the best.

I want to return to him, to Sasori, to Kisame, to everyone.

But I was so close to being free letting go of the past all I had to do was run.

I could do anything, I could be anything, I could finally be someone.

All I had to do was let go of my past, run. Let the memories fade away.

Inside I knew it was for the best all I did was hold people back or give them false hopes.

I am no angel.

If anything I'm a demon.

A voice inside my head kept saying leave be your own person, set your self free! They don't deserve you, run fade, break away from this horrible past...

Be one with me!

It just kept repeating it, be one with me!

While the other side said

Don't run away, you are Sakura haruno. And they are your family, you can't leave!

Stay!

But i knew the truth...

I have to leave..

I have to become the wind...