Lets start with what I had to go through yesterday. We had our high school band and choir concert last night and of course my mom made me present femme. I hated every second of it. I mean, I even hated the idea of cross dressing. The two people I have crushes on were there, and I wanted to present and act and look masculine while I was there but no. I had to wear a low cut shirt and stupid femme pants and wear makeup and make my hair femme looking and it honestly sucked.
I told my friends I was cross dressing and that I hated it but they don't understand what it feels like to be trapped like that.I felt like I was suffocating and It was honestly the worst, most dysphoric time I have ever had since coming out.
Now to today: Its dad's birthday and he took the day off to spend with us, so I'm skipping FPS and saying that I went home with a fever because tbh I feel like shit and want to spend at least a little bit of time with a sober dad...
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FTM Transition Journal
Non-FictionHello! So, this is where I will be keeping a weekly journal about my transition from ftm, and being transgender. If you are trans and would like to send me tips, or encouragement, or advice please comment or message me!! <3 I will probably also post...
