The Sidemen Sister [SDMN]

Chapter Eleven

WARNING: there may be disturbing content in this chapter, please read at your own risk. I will remember to add a marker around what I would call the questionable content, and you'll know when you see it.

I sigh as my video finishes uploading. Since I started using my new intro/outro combo a couple weeks ago, people have loved it. I have started to get used to living with the guys, and I haven't really tried recording with any of them, besides Harry, but that rarely happens anymore. I grab my notebook and brainstorm ideas for videos I can do with the different boys.

Vik would probably do a "teaching minecraft" video, since I have never played that game. I could probably do a Portal Co-Op with Simon, since he's never played. Maybe a patience test or quick fire questions challenge with a group of guys. I continue writing down my ideas, then I head over to Vik's room.

"Hey, Vik," I say, pushing the door open.

He turns in his chair from his desk, where he's editing. "What?" he asks.

"I was wondering if you wanted to do a video together, like you teaching me how to play Minecraft, since I've never played," I say, and I swear I see him blush a bit, but it probably is my imagination.

"Sure, let me set it up and get you an account," he says, and I sit on his bed, waiting for him to finish. "What should your username be?"

I sit for a second, thinking of one. "Same as my YouTube, so MidnightSnow." He types it in, along with a password and my email, and soon enough my account is made.

"Do you want a skin for now, or should we record with the regular skin?" He turns to ask me.

I smirk a bit. "I have a few on my tablet that I made for friends, I'll use one of those but adjust it." I say, running out of his room and to mine, where my tablet is sitting on my desk. I unlock it and open the app while walking back to Vik's room. I change the skin a slight bit, mostly just so that the hair is blonde. I input my username and password, and I get a message saying that the skin is now on my character.

I sit on Vik's lap, ready to start up. He starts recording the screen and the audio, and I set up my camera in front of us. I start recording, and I move so I'm sitting on his leg. I smile and nudge him, making him smile as well.

"Hello my little snowflakes! Today I am back, with my little buddy Vik," he smiles more and laughs a bit, "and we're making a video where he's teaching me how to play Minecraft, since he's such an expert. His channel will be down in the description below, so subscribe if you haven't already. So lezzguuuu!" I yell, and we start up a new world.

I get spawned in the middle of a forest with super tall trees, which looks like a jungle. After him telling me the basic controls, I climb up a tree, and fall off the side, hitting the ground and instantly killing myself. We both burst out laughing, and I respawn.

"So you should definitely get some wood, then you can make tools," Vik says, so I punch out a few blocks, leaving a floating tree.

"This doesn't look right," I say, and I continue to punch out all the blocks, and by the time I finish, it is nighttime.

"You could've gone quicker if you had made an axe," he says, and I facepalm, earning a laugh from him.

A few hours later, I have enough footage to make multiple episodes, so I thank Vik and head downstairs for some food. I hear a knock on the door, so I go over to it and open it, and in front of me is a group of girls who are smiling excitedly.

"Sorry, no fangirls allowed here," I say, turning around and closing the door, but someone's foot gets in my way.

"Sorry, you must be Jaida, right? The guys have said a lot about you, and we never got a chance to meet you," the girl in the front says, and I turn back around, amazed.

"So then who are you?" I ask, letting them into the house.

"We are their girlfriends and sisters. We live down the street from here, and we've been dying to meet you." One of them says, and I close the door behind them. They all run to their guys, and I stand back, feeling alone. I excuse myself to my room, an instead bolt to the bathroom nearby.

*WARNING: NEXT PART MAY BE DARK! READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!*

I slam the door shut and lock it, making sure that no one can get in. I look over at the shiny object sitting a few feet away. I reach out a bit, hesitate, then grab it. I roll up the sleeve of my hoodie, revealing my pale skin below, faint marks still visible. I hold the sharp object against my skin ad stop for a moment.

"Everyone in this world is happy, except for me. Everyone has someone to be with, except for me. My family has just disowned me, my brother rarely talks to me, all the other guys have someone to care for and be cared for, and I have no one!" I whisper below my breath.

I slide once. "For my parents."

I slide again. "For my brother, Harry."

I slide six more times, naming each of the other guys.

I slide once more. "For Alex."

I slide a final time. "For Lux."

I look at the blood flowing down my arm. I feel a sense of relief, and I rid my arm of the redness, which won't stop flowing. I grab a roll of toilet paper, rolling it tightly around my forearm, blood still clearly coming out. I clean the bathroom, then hurry over to my room, grabbing a black Sidemen hoodie so blood won't show through the sleeve.

*WARNING IS OVER, PLEASE CONTINUE READING*

I walk downstairs, feeling a bit dizzy, but brushing it off as one of my regular headaches. Everyone is sitting in the main room, talking and cuddling up with someone else. I sit alone in my beanbag, scrolling through my phone and deleting pictures of me and Lux. As I continue, I start getting chest pains.

"Jai, are you okay?" Vik asks. I nod, and he goes back to the conversation.

God, I'm starting to hate that question.

A/N sorry about that :/ I needed a small bit of drama to be in the story, so there it is.....

Sorry for the late update, I was aiming for earlier but I got a lot of homework before break and had no time to write more, and I deeply apologize for not putting in the character's names this chapter, I promise they will be in next chapter.

I also got a new computer, so I may forgot to bold these A/N's, since I can't really figure out how (if you know, please comment to tell me)

THANKS SO MUCH FOR 1.5K READS I CAN'T BELIEVE IT

ACH TFA WAS SO AMAZING I LOVED I SO MUCH AND I COULDN'T STOP CRYING AT THE END ACH WHEN THAT ONE GUY DID THAT ONE THING TO THAT OTHER GUY AND YEAH I COULDN'T STOP CRYING FOR THE LONGEST TIME ACH

Happy Festivus everyone! (If you get that, I will love you forever)