Bad? (Harry Styles)

THIS IM FIRST FANFIC WELL BOOK IN GENERAL DONT MAKE THE COMMENTS TO MEAN

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Chapter 1

"May!" Wake up "don't hurt me!" I yell scared but realized it was just a memory "shhh... Its ok honey are you ready to get off the plain and meet your new family" my therapist said with a reassuring smile "ya i guess."

I truthfully am not ready for this.

I first of all have this horrible background

My mom was a drunk and did drugs my dad a drunk drugs dealer and did them. My mom smoked and when she was mad at me for nothing she would burn me with the cigarette and it hurt and on top a that my dad would beat me.

I felt like killing myself but that would just make my parents too happy so i didn't want to give them the satisfaction but i was a cryer every hash name every mean thing done i cried for plus i cut myself and still do it makes me feel better.

Second of all i don't want to have to pretend to like my new family

Im might be the nicest person you meet even though my background sucked i still kept my smile i didn't want it to ruin my life or the fact i truly wanted to be happy one day. But i didn't want a new family what if the were worst then my old family. If any thing ill stand up to them i didnt to my parents because they truly scared me but i know i never got bullied because every time they tried i always had witty comebacks and if they tried to hurt me i would try to fight back but always end up telling a teacher or the principal.

Lastly the way i look is horrendous

I am a very insecure as in i can see myself in the mirrors and the scares aren't pretty the cut marks on my arms aren't pretty, the scabs every were aren't cute and my red puffy face from always cying isn't cute. I'm getting out this plane right now but already everyone was starring from before the plain took off i cant take it .

This is my life

"Are you excited" Lun asked(thats my therapists name)

"Truthfully no but i hope its better then my old life" i said truthfully  

"It will be better i promise if it get overwhelming call me" she said

"Ok" in whispered loud enough for her to hear me.

"Thats your new family" she said excited "lets go" she said pulling me in there direction.

Why would any one want me I'm old, people adopt kids and babies not a 16 year old a month in a half into in 11th grade i don't get it but i want to.

"Are you May" a woman with brown long hair blue eyes and no make up just lipstick said she was young and beautiful skinny and just the right hight.

"Ya?" I asked as a question

"O goody" she squealed and hugged me i hugged back because i didn't want to be rude it was weird her accent im not used to it, well i lived in New York all my life .

"Hi Im Ben your new father figure guardian i don't know how to say that i never had a kid and that crazy girl is my wife and your mother figure her name is Rain" he said i giggled at how nervous he was when i felt like i was going to die we were walking and made it to a car idk when my therapist left but i was nervous.

We came into a drive way of a HOUSE?! I never lived in a house mostly just an apartment and this house was big.

I get out.....

And across the street is a boy in a grey tank with dark jeans and tattoos fixing his car and he was staring at me he has these beautiful green eyes Curly brown hair and dimples poking into his face, he was smirking at me. I looked away quickly and went into the house with my stuff.

"Hi honey follow me to your room"  

Rain said I'm not ready to call her mom.

She took me into this big hot pink room with a queen sizes bed and a couch and lounge area with a mini fridge and next to the bed was a walking closet and in front of the bed was a beautiful dresser with a standing mirror next to it and on top of it there was a bathroom in the room and 2 a little larger then normal windows. 

One of the windows let me see the boy across the street fixing his car. HE NOTICED ME and winked i looked away quick Rain was still in my room.

"OMG"i said my mouth must have been open for a while these people are rich.

"Ya this is your room heres a credit card for new close and any thing and your car is down stairs so you can go wonder around" she said like it was normal.

"No no no i cant spend your money are you rich?" I said squinting my eyes in suspicion.

"Somewhat, but its also because you are our only child and we want to spoil you" she said

"But ... Im not you real daughter" i said confused "but to me you are" she said with a smile.

"Um i don't know..... What to say" i said "theres nothing to say spend as much money as you want and be young have fun and make friends.... Ok" she said "ok but I'm not used to being spoiled so umm thanks" i said with a smile and went to hug her i surprised myself so much and her i can tell because she didn't hug back right away.

"I love you already" she said and i liked her a lot but not love her yet so i stayed silent and we both let go of the hug.

"Now unpack and go shopping and used to town and take the car" she said the only problem is i cant drive yet i never was able to go for the test or anything " i dont have my license or anything" i said "o well i'll take you in two weeks when I'm on break and..... You start school on monday is that fine or you need more time?" She said "um no thats perfect" i said cheerful i actually liked school it was the only place i can get away from my parents and not worry. "Good" she said all excited for nothing "O May if you want you can still walk around" she said "ya i'll do that" i said because if I'm going to have to live here the rest of my life then might as well know the place.

I was about to leave when Ben called me back in "yah?" I asked he was in the living room with Rain "i just wanted to give you this... We wouldn't want you getting lost and not be able to contact help plus when you make friend you would need to talk to them somehow" he said holding out iphone5 to me this is to much

"No i cant accept this its just to much" i said "you don't have a choice on this one honey we need you safe we put in both our numbers plus the house" he said laughing "fine" i said with a giggle i was leaving now when Rain spoke "O curfew on weekends is 12and school days 10 um... is that fine?" She said "wow thanks but i might be home earlier then that" i said "ok but if ever you have to come home a little later tell me" she said "ok thanks ill go look around bye guys and thanks ..... For everything" i said truthful and i left.It was 3:00 right now.

Wow this isn't that bad i might never get used to this.

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