Bad? (Harry Styles)

Chapter9 Forgot

Some how Harry got me on the bed i don't know.

but we were spooning and I liked it he made me so happy.

We would talk and he was a different person when we talked and he made me laugh he made me want him.

But i know its just the fact that he saved me talking.

I made him do his homework he was really smart behind the bad boy thing and i liked knowing things, know one knows later we went to get food we held hands and stuff I liked talking to him he made me smile he made me feel like the happiest person in the world

We were back home eating a sandwich and talking

"So i was wondering how did you get caught up in a gang" i ask

"Well my dad when i was about 6 he would make me have different friemds over and the ones he felt would be strong in the future to back me up he would train and make them not tell there parents he was crazy" he said wow

"wait so you known the other guys sense you were little and they've basically been in a gang sense they were six" i questioned "ya thats why we're so close Its some thing we are more then mates in ways family" he said

"O" i said "and your mom does she know" i asked again

"No" he said "how" i asked "she just doesn't" he said

"Now am I aloud to question you luv?" he asked

"Ok go for it"

"Why do you have a different accent compared to your parents" he asked

"Um....will you promise not to tell" i asked i don't believe I'm doing this "yes" he said "pinky" i said holding out my pinky "ok" he said

"Well umm..... I don't know how to say this but they adopted me,My family is still alive but in jail for almost killing

me" i said holding back tears i take a deep breath "my dad started beating me at 6 and my mom would burn me with her cigarettes and at 8 i started cutting that how i solved my problems and...." A tear ran down my face "my parents went crazy when my brother died" i said

"Shh.... Im so sorry i asked" he said hugging me

"Its ok" I said "im going to get ice cream to make you feel better" he said and left.

We were eating chocolate ice cream from the container we were sharing

I thought it would be funny, I took a spoon of ice cream and flung it at him he started to laugh "Im going to get you back" he said taking his spoon and flinging it at me.

"Uhg Harry" i squealed

We were flinging and i was the last to shoot

We weren't covered because it was just a container but we were sticky

"Ha! I win" i said

Then he ran to me and started to tickle me "say i won and ill stop" he said

"N-nnoo stop" i laughed in between

"Them feel the raft of me" he was laughing to "fine you win" i said and he stopped stopped thats when i noticed he was straddling me and looking into my eyes

He was getting closer about to kiss me and i wanted him to when i heard some one say

"May?" And it was Dan

I pushed Harry off as fast as possible but i was to late Dan was gone.

I caught up to him and grabbed his arm "why?" He said in a whisper tone his eyes were watering

"I-I we are just friends" I said "did you forget about our date because i just thought you were still sick so i came to check up on you but i see your busy with Harry" he said he had a tear coming down his face.

"Im sorry were just frie..." I tried but he started talking again "just friends hu! I didn't see just friends, he was about to kiss you and you were going to let him, I know we aren't anything but i guess we'll never be "he said and turned around and left.

I sat there for a while I was going to let him kiss me I was going to.

"Im sorry" i heard Harry say from the back

"Ya me to can you just go I need to think" i said

"Ya i'll go but I know you feel what I feel I know you like me" Harry said

"Stop denying it to me, stop denying it to your self he said and walked away

I do like him his beautiful green eyes, his dimples, his hair that....

What am i doing, I'm falling for him i am but Dan,

I need to stay away from Harry for a while but i just cant

Its just for a while so i can think a little and fix everything

"Are you ok honey" Rain asked i want to start calling her mom I'm ready to take that step i can do this.

"Mom can I ask you something" i said nervous of what shes going to say

She stood there shocked and in disbelief

"U-um s-sure l-luv" she said stuttering "um you know Dan, he saw me and Harry almost kiss and I think I like Harry but I don't know about Dan i want to like him but i feel nothing with him no sparks or any thing like I do with Harry what do I do?" I asked

HARRYS POV

"I want her so badly I want to hear her scream my name I just cant get her" I was talking to myself in my head

I know what to I need a plan theres one thing that no one but my boys know about me but i need to get some information

But at the right time.

I know when i know what to do

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