Bad? (Harry Styles)

Chapter5 Why?

Mays POV

It took a while but Harry went back to his old ways around me.

We never talked about what happened

Thank God

I didn't want to tell him about it anyway i was happy about that.

School has become easier and I've been cutting less but haven't stopped, that day with Harry i over cut and i will never do it that much again it just brought back a strong memory because it was the first time i every was beat and called names like that.

My parents were good to me till age 6 i remember. I have very little good memory because i can barely remember them that nice because of all the bad memory took up most my life.

All i remember is my older brother dying from something and slowly my dad went crazy and pulled mom down with him....

School was over and it was after school it was just me alone getting stuff from my locker until

"Hey May" Dan said

"Hey, what up" i said Dan, we became close friends he had brown straight semi-long hair he had brown eyes and was so sweat

"Um... I don't know how to say this but...." He paused and looked at me

He slowly came in toward me and gave me this soft kiss on the lips and i kissed back i pulled away and just looked into his beautiful brown eyes.

I always new he liked me but never thought he was brave enough to kiss me

"Why?...." I said in a whisper when another voice interrupted the moment

"May why are you hanging with a nobody and you let him kiss you i cant wait to here this turn down" i new the voice from anywhere Harry

Why does he like to be an ass sometimes.

I pushed Dan away softly and walked to Harry.

"Number one" i started "I would never turn Dan down because unlike you he has a sweat personality" i said

"Number 2" i continued "you should try minding your own business because unlike everyone else in this school I'm not scared of you and don't live life worrying about what you might do to me if i look at you" i say

"And number three" i said holding up three fingers "Your just mad that Dan has a better chance with me then you ever will" i said with his friends laughing

Suddenly I'm up agains the wall with Harry holding my arms tightly hurting me.

"DONT YOU EVER FUCKING MAKE A FOOL OF ME IN FRONT OF MY FRIENDS...ARE YOU SCARED YET?YOU BETTER BE!" he yell

I'm not letting him win "no but at least i know how to get a girls attention the right way unlike you who rather threaten someone into likeing you thats not true feelings thats fake like you" i said shaking a little "SHUT UP..... You are just a girl desperate for attention thats why you cut your pathetic" he said his once beautiful green eyes where dark and scary he looked like a monster and what he said just ruined me and thats when the first tear came out "your hurting me" i said as his grip tightened with another tear coming down my face my voice cracking.

His grip loosened and he looked at me "why?" I asked with tears running down my face he told me he wouldn't tell he crossed the line "I-I'm Sorry" he said and let go of me.

"No your not your a monster" i said and walked away to Dan

"Are you ok?" He asked bringing me into a hug "of corse your not Im sorry i wish i would of stood up for you but I'm scared" he said "its ok its just I'm not like every one else to be pushed around" i said still in the hug then we started letting go of the hug "what did he mean about the cut thing" he asked