Sixth Harmony (You Story)

Conversations With You're First Love

Previously -
Y/n helped out an old friend with their up coming album while giving Lauren her honesty on what went down previously.

Your POV
As I made my way back to the bus, I heard a car pull up. I looked in its direction to see Camila exiting the car with Shawn following.

This made the little tingly things in my tummy turn to fire. I don't have a good feeling about them two.

I observed as Shawn gave Camila a kiss on the cheek and a short hug before leaving.

I played with my lip between my teeth. Are they a thing or? No they couldn't be. Mila would tell the girls or something. But why is she all of a sudden meeting up with Shawn all the time?

After I spent about 5 minutes, deep in thought. A sudden snapping noise brought me back to reality.

"Y/n! Woo hoo. Hello?-"

"Huh?"

"You were just standing there. You good?" Mila asked as she brought me to the bus.

"Yeah I'm fine. Just thinking" I reply, waiting as Mila puts in the buses pin.

"Oh yeah? About what?" I ain't telling you bitch lol.
(no idea where ^that came from)

"Just stuff. Nothing important- actually. I wanna ask you something" it wouldn't hurt to ask right?

"Shoot" Camila replies as she pour herself a cup of my strawberry smoothie mi-

"What are you doing drinking my juice bitch" I playfully ask, attempting to grab my juice smoothie thing. Idk.

"Doesn't have your name on it so........" I rolled my eyes. Lil bitch. I swear her and Lauren are one person.

"Whatever. So the thing I wanted to ask you was. Why are you always leaving to meet up with Shawn?" Camila froze In place. Now that's freaking suspicious.

"Um we just hang out that's all" I looked at Mila skeptically.

"What are y'all dating or something?" Camila thought for a second before smirking.

"Are you jealous?" I scoffed.

"Why would I be jealous?" Camila shrugged innocently.

"I don't know. Maybe you have a crush on one of us" the teasing tone in her voice is really starting to annoy me.

"Ew. Me? Having a crush on Shawn? Yuck. Hell no. I've know Shawn since his balls dropped okay. That's not a long enough time for me to have a crush on him thank you very much" Camila let out a giggle.

"Yeah you totally have a crush on me. But don't worry, I'm not gonna reject you if you make a move. Remember that" I was left flustered after Camila had said that.

"Anyways. Enough about that. How's Lauren? Are you back together or?" I shook my head.

"No not yet. I actually don't know what's going on with us but, she knows we kissed" Camila's head snapped in my direction.

"She knows!? Wait. How does she know?"

"I told her. I didn't want secrets between us. That's why I also told her that um. I felt something when we kissed........" Camila's eyes were fixed on me.

"You did?" I nodded before letting out sigh.

"Do you regret kissing me?" I made contact with the Latina.

"I never regret who I kiss. I either do it because I know I'm not gonna regret it or because I have to" Camila's eyes broke out contact as she looked down at her hands.

"Well which one was I? Did you kiss me because you knew you wouldn't regret it or did you do it because you knew that you had to in order to hurt Lauren?"

"If I'm being completely honest. It was both. I kissed you hoping to upset Lauren but I also did it because I knew I wouldn't have regretted it. Wanna know why?" Camila nodded hesitantly.

"Because I felt like that was the only opportunity I was gonna get to finally see what it's like to kiss you. I've been wondering since that date we had on the beach"

"Is it bad that I wanna kiss you right now?" I giggled at Camila's words.

"Yeah it kinda is. Why would you wanna do that?" Camila shrugged.

"I don't know. I guess kissing your first love and loving it makes you want more?" I nodded in understanding.

"Well I'm tired so I'm gonna go sleep while I can" I gave Camila an okay as she left the scene.

The more Camila and I have these talks, the more I believe that she's gonna fall deeper. I don't want that for her because I know at the end of the day, it's either her or I that's gonna get hurt.

I just wish I had a twin so she could be with Mila- now on second thought, I wish I was a triplet so Dinah could have one two.

My life is so messed up damn.

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Alright folks that's it for December! Hope y'all have a merry Christmas and get ready for January.

A new chapter will be up around then start of Jan so I'll see y'all then✌🏼️

Also a few ppl wanted Ally as an end game. Interesting.