Today just like every morning I wake up from my tear soaked pillow and wet hair tiptoe to the bathroom careful not to make the floor creak and cover up my bruises as much as possible and go to school.
I never had an easy life even when my dad was alive my life wasn't as easy they both had jobs they got paid enough to get me clothes, buy food and pay bills, but we also had struggling days.
When I was about 6 years old my dad fell ill and my mom had to take on another job to help pay hospital bills. I mostly remember staying home a lot to help my mom with my dad never really going to school. Two years later my dad finally gave up on life and let the disease take over that sparkle that was once in my mom chestnut eyes were gone she no longer smiled til you could see the wrinkles around her eyes and til her little dimple dented her left cheek, she no longer laughed her sweet laugh she doesn't even look at me the same anymore like I'm a mistake. Most importantly I can never see the sparkle that was in my dads shining blue eyes or hear his throaty laugh that fills the room he was no longer here.
Now there's just another boyfriend. The first one my mom had I will never forget he was so nice and helped us through everything his name was Mike, he treated like the world like he was my real father but of course he had to go away because good things never last, I learned that at an early age.
We went through our John's and our fair share of Bob's and now we have Joe... Joe is like every boyfriend he steals from my mom beats her then rapes me and gets drunk and does it all over again like a routine the cycle never changes. Its a never ending cycle of me living hell every day.
(A/N SORRY IF THAT WAS REALLY LONG I PROMISE THE NEXT ONE WON'T BE AS LONG I REALLY DIDN'T LIKE THIS CHAPTER HONESTLY BUT I HOPE YOU GUYS DID)
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Jade(LRH)
FanficI never knew true happiness that was until I met him... Luke Robert Hemmings
