Without You (Sequel to Just a Background Dancer)

Confessions Confessions Confessions

  WAZZZ UP MY NIGGAS!!?!?! So before i start i'd juhs like to tell y'all about my new Jacob Latimore book called THE CONCERT!!!! Y'all probably thinking "Aye, what's wrong with this nigga and Jacob Latimore?!? Her and her messed up self." Well i only have on thing to tell you........*Twerks*. Lol, but anyway YES i am mad over that boy but who wouldn't with his smexy self. Sorry for not updating this story in SOOOOO long, but yeah imma write more these days juhs cause i'm kind like that. *pops collar like a G.* ANYWHOO, proceed to the point of you being here......

Kiloni Pov.

I clashed my eye brows together and looked him up and down as he fiddled with his fingers, a thousand thoughts came into my mind 235 of them were like BEAT THE HELL OUTAA HIM. 56 were IGNORE HIM KILONI, and the rest were, Close the window and go to bed, a'int nobody got time for that. 

"Kiloni can we-"

"No, Jacob... I told you don't come back to me when you find the truth." I folded my arms, trying to stay as serious and strict as i could be.

"Kiloni...i just wanna talk."

I shook my head. "What if i don't wanna talk?"

"Then you can just listen." He put his hands behind his back.

I hesitated then sighed before opening my window even more and stepping back and sitting on my bed as he climbed up, my phone started buzzing on my makeup desk so i got and answered it, it was Kearen, i smiled at his text.

(Kearen) What's up baby ;)

(Kiloni) Baby? You don't got the permission to call me baby just yet ;)

I shook my head and smiled at the text he sent me next.

(Kearen) Then how exactly do i get your permission?

(Kiloni) By becoming my boyfriend.

The window shut behind me and i looked back and saw Jacob, i instantly locked my phone and pushed a strand of hair out of my face while putting my phone in my pocket and standing by the desk, Jacob scratched the back of his head, standing near the window.

"You wanted to speak?" I said quietly, but quiet for him to hear me, he looked up.

"You were right." He mumbled 

I smirked "Wait-" I cupped my ear. "-What did you say? I didn't quite hear you."

He narrowed his eyes at me "I said you were right don't rub it in." He muttered.

I rolled my eyes still smirking as he placed him self on my bed, I bit my lip nervously and thought before walking up tp him and sitting a distance away. "So she admited it?"

He looked up and shook his head. "It was when i went in the bed room there was a condom on the bed, a used one. And then a man knocked on the door and said that he left his phone here and before he left he said to her 'I'll be back next week! I'm looking forward to banging out that p*ssy again!'" Jacob shook his head and put his head in his hands.

I bit my lip nervously and fiddled with my fingers. 

"Kiloni...i'm sorry, can you forgive he." He looked up as his eyes watered, i looked away.

"Jacob you didn't believe me...you said that i was lieing to get in between you and Amandla's relationship." I huffed up and down as the anger slowly came up.

"I know i said that but...i regret it-" He put his head in his hands. "-I-i- Just can't take anymore depression...i need you to forgive me."

I looked down at him as my eye began to water i can't believe it, i've never seen him cry like this before, he looked up and stared in my eyes.