Beautiful Tragedy {DISCONTINUED}

The "L" Word

Gwen-

"I love you too, Duncan."

The words flowed out of my mouth. His smile was so bright at that very moment.

My arms wrapped around him tightly, my face buried in his shoulder with a smile spread from ear to ear. He fiddled with a strand of my hair as I stayed in his grasp, never wanting to let go. I slowly pulled my head back to look at him.

"I-I don't even know what to say right now." I giggled. He laughed, making his nose cringe in an adorable way.

"I'll go check up on them..." We could hear someone say from outside of the door. My mom walked in just as we had both sat down onto my bed. She smiled and turned towards the staircase.

"They're fine! Sorry about that." My mom yelled to my family, then whispered to the two of us. Duncan laughed and fell backwards onto my bed.

I followed his actions and lied next to him. I yawned and slowly closed my drifting eyes. I felt Duncan's arms wrap around me and pet my hair slowly, soothing me into falling asleep.

Duncan-

I watched my gothic princess slip into sleep, just as her mother had once entered the room again. She smiled shyly, as did I.

"Sorry Duncan, didn't mean to intrude. Please put her in bed, would you?" Her mother whispered, gazing at Gwen, who was softly breathing and clutching onto my arm. I nodded and began to pick her up, trying my best not to wake her up. She smiled in her sleep, mumbling a few words before dozing off again once more.

I softly placed her in her bed, pulling over only a single black blanket over her small body. I laughed slightly at how precise she always was about never slipping inside of her covers and just to use a blanket so that she would never have to make her bed in the morning.

Once I had finished, I kissed her pale forehead and started to walk out of the room. Just as I was about to reach for her doorknob, she started to mumble a few words again, except more transmittable. I listened to what she was saying, as well as study her sleep endured state.

"N-no... Dun-nc...don't g-g...o..." Gwen rambled as she began to clutch her midnight blue pillow. I tilted my head in fear for her, wondering why she was not wanting me to leave somewhere. I snapped out of my thoughts as she began to talk again.

"g-go....way-y....Trent-t...nnn..." she mumbled, squeezing her pillow tighter. I sighed and decided to lay beside her carefully, making sure not to wake her up. Her pillow was slowly pulled out from in her arms as I traded positions with it. Gwen nuzzled her head into my chest, smiling once more.

"mmmmmm....d-Duncan...." she sleepily cooed. I softly stroked her hair and decided to doze off to sleep as well.

I was put to sleep listening to Gwen's soft and light snores, which made me smile inside.

She's my love. Yes, I said it. The "L" Word. Love. It may seem like this isn't real to some people and that I am a terrible punk who is going to play her like I sadly have done to girls in the past, but not with this girl. Not with Gwenny. Never will I ever shatter such a beautiful piece of art as this girl's heart. She makes me life complete, and absolutely amazing. So yes,

She's my "L" Word.

Love.

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OH MAH GAWD THIS WAS SO HARD TO DO. The beginning in my opinion had nothing to build up off of so I had to make her fall asleep and Duncan watch and admire her, as well as describe his feelings.

Also, I feel like the emotional portion should relate to all guys out there. If a girl truly devotes extra time and love for you and won't look out for any other guys, why can't you do the same?

On the 24th of February, I was dumped by my ex that I was dating for 9 months, and was sadly being cheated on for the last 3 months of that time. Another thing is that the girl who had stolen my ex's heart was the one who had to tell me that my ex was dumping me since he didn't have the balls to do it himself.

Sorry guys, had to let that out. That was a huge rant. :/ Well, thanks for reading, hopefully during spring break I can write more! For now, enjoy! :)

My relationship:
5-14-15/2-24-16
(Jamie Jones)
yes it was a dude, he just has a name that is for girls and guys.