him and me ain't gonna work

my baby

i just love this song 

my baby was so cute to be real all that pain giving birth to him was so worth it. 

"you will be discharged tomorrow" said baekhyun

he was carrying him making me laugh at the faces he makes trying to cheer up rayan. the lady came for him. they took him off baekhyun i felt like something will happen to him but it is just the sense you don't want to let go of your child as if your gonna leave me forever (i'm not a mother i'm just saying this)

another person came for the baby's name 

"so the name is byun Rayan saleh he was born in the 13th of december parents are byun baekhyun and byun ayesha saleh" said the lady

"yes" said baekhyun

i was just so happy i smiled at baekhyun and in return he headed towards me and gave me a peck and whispered in my ears "we will finally become a family" as much as i try i can't i just can't love him. this new chapter to my life maybe help me love baekhyun. 

next day ********************

we were home i sat down next to Rayan and watched him sleep proudly happy of what i gave birth to. i was happy that a son was born first so he can protect my daughter and she can depend on him for anything when me and baekhyun aren't there anymore for him not as ill give them up for anything. 

"you're so happy" said baekhyun

"of course my baby was born. my child" 

"his mine as well you know"

"he is i never knew that baekhyun"

"haha very funny ayesha"

"aww thanks"

"ha ha laugh your ass off why don't you"

"i will"

"ayesha some friends will come over"

i just simply nodded