Eren x reader our cruel world

chapter 5 - trainees

Alright , I'm back .
Was anyone missing me ?
No ? No ok
Then let's continue with the story .

Your pov
'FUCK !NO! PLEASE !NO!, she can't be dead ' I thought .
But looking at the bolder that has crushed her fragile body she sure was dead .
Anyone would be dead even the strongest soldier.
I slowly let myself fall , lying on my side looking at her peaceful face .
Seems like she hasn't had the time to recognise what's happening .
" I'm sorry " I whispered.
" I'm sorry you had to die alone " I sobbed drawing the attention from an 15 meter class.
But I don't care , I don't care about anything right now .
'Don't blame yourself (y/n) . You know what ? These ugly monsters are to blame ' I thought .
I looked around , only to find a dead soldier on the ground .
He doesn't need his 3DMG anymore so I took it.
I don't have any practice or knowledge about these think , tough I'm gonna give it a try.
After climbing a rooftop I waited for the 15 meter class to be near .I jumped at it .
Only seconds later I realized that I was jumping to my dead but still I could slice that Titans neck .
'Now that's it , but at least you killed one of them ' I thought .
I closed my eyes waiting for the brutal impact to kill me only to be caught by a big hand.
I looked up following the Titans arm .
It had chinlong brown hair , pointed ears and emerald green eyes .
I could see its teeth because there was no skin .
I wanted to scream but I couldn't, I was way to shocked so I just waited for it to eat me .
Finally it moved his arm so it was holding me higher but it hadn't put me into its mouth . Instead it put me back on the roof .
It looked at me for some moment and then went back to kill a Titan .

Wait ? It kills his own species.
Remembering that it has just safed me I made a run for the boats .
Again humanity lost part of territory but I won't accept this .
I will join the 105th trainees to become a member of the survey corps.

~ time skip to the next Day ~
Today was the Day .
I'm finally 12 years old and it is also the day where they start training new trainees.
So here I am standing on the training grounds .
" You're all nothing more then Titan food " ~bla bla bla~ I thought.
At that point I didn't listened to him cause yeah it really bored me .
" what the actual f-" I heard him curse .
I looked his direction with a confuced look on my face .
Then suddenly he screamed at me " I asked 10 times for your name !!! You're gonna run laps until the morning sun rises " he said the last part almost like a whisper, but I could tell that he means it .
"But who the hell are you " " I'm ( y / n ) (l/n) from Trost " I said now confident I did my Salut .

~ Time skip to the next morning ~
My foods aches and I breathing hurts but if I don't keep running I can redo it .
I let out a deep sigh just then I heard shadis yell " that's enough !" " sir yes sir ! " I shouted an saluted him .
He then turned on his heels and went to the trainees ground , probably to torture someone.
After he left I sat myself on the ground and let out a painful moan .

" (y/n) you know, you shouldn't moan because of that sort of pain " none other then some red haired guy with brown eyes says .
" Oh come on would ya just shut the fuck up " I half screamed at him .
" what's up with you , if you don't like such comments then don't moan .
By the way I actually came to tell you that you should come and eat something , probably drink like 5 pots of coffee too " he said .
" shadis already told me . I didn't got your name yesterday so.... ? " I asked .
Honestly I didn't get anything.
" it's Jack miller " he smiled at me .
I can't ignore the feeling that's something up with his face ..... oh his nose looks like the one from a pig.
" so what brand will you join ? " he asked me .
" I want to join the survey corps " I said confident.
" are you insane , you know that this is suicidal!?" He said .
" I will die anyway .... so why not for a reason that actually makes sense ?" I half asked him .
" Oh so you belong to the people that come here to die ? Do you realise that most of them die on their very first expedition ? " " Do you realise that this walls will get destroyed one by one and if we're not gonna do anything they will devour all of us .
I don't want to join the Survey corps because I want to throw my life away but to fight for freedom, maybe if I survive I get to see a world without titans ..." I said .
When I was ready with my little speech I walked to the dinning hall because I really wanted this conversation to end .
As I arrived, I sat myself to my friends .
That included : Gisele trier a girl with dark brown hair that goes to her chin and blue eyes. Magdalena falcon a short girl with the longest red hair you have ever seen . It goes up to her knees but she braids it all the time .
She has green eyes .
And oliver Becker , he's Gisele 's boy friend .
There isn't really much to say about him , I kinda think he looks boring but that's probably a good thing , right ?
He just has blond hair and blue eyes , oh and he's freckled.
" hey (y/n) , what's up ?" Magdalena asked .
" nothing , I was just running laps while you guys slept plus I had a little fight with that guy called Jack miller " .

" and what was that fight about ?"
Gisele asked .
" about joining the survey corps "
Now they looked shocked.