I Always Loved You;Cake

Asparagus 0.1

Calum's pov.

I can't believe he told me all of this was just an escape. I should've known that all those kisses, the sweet nothings thats he always whispered in my ears actually meant nothing to him. Nothing.

I can't believe he just left me, left me for someone better, for someone who wasn't me. At this time I felt used. Used for my body, I was nothing to him except a toy to play around. For him I was no one but to me he meant the whole world. He was my everything. He was my sun and I was the moon.

I've been sitting on the cold tile floor of the hotel bathroom ever since he told me it's over.
I sat their just thinking what did I do wrong for him to leave me, I felt like a toy.

Ashton and Michael came banging at the doors multiple times asking if I was okay. I didn't know what to say so I lied and told them I was fine and had gotten food poisoning. I felt bad for lying to them, but it was the only way. They didn't know about me and Luke being 'Friends with Benefits',  they didn't know about our secret kissed and hooking up.

But at the same time we were so obvious, the hickeys that littered out bodies was defiantly unnoticed as well as being gone for a long period of time together. They had to know, or maybe had an idea.

I did really miss the touch of Luke's lips on mine, but he was probably having fun with his new toy as he clearly wasn't intrested on me. He's not the Lukey I know. He's not the Luke_is_a_penguin anymore he's LukeHemmings now. He makes me feel used and dirty and no matter how many times i took a shower I still feel dirty.

As my thoughts continued I heart a soft knock on the door, it was Ashton asking me if I feel good enough to go to the restaurant to meet Luke's new girlfriend. I couldn't say no, they would hate me if I didn't go but I also didn't want to go because of her. She wasn't a bad looking girl but her name did sounds like a vegetable,but what was it again
Azaleas? No.
Avocado? No.
Arzaylea...

Oh yeah Arzaylea. I'll just call her Asparagus for short it suits her better.
I got up of the floor and looks at myself in the mirror. I looked dead.
My eyes were puffy and red. I also had small bags under my eyes and my cheeks were red from crying.

I turned on the shower and waited until the water was hot. I looked at myself in the mirror, I look horrible. I took of my ripped All Time Low shirt and just looked at my stomach which was covered in hickeys by Luke. I felt dirty. I took of my black jeans which revealed even more hickeys on my inner thighs. I tried my best ignored them and just took of my boxers as I hopped into the shower.

The water was hot and steamy. I washed my hair and then when I came to wash my body I scrubbed at the hickeys trying to take them off me, they made me feel used. This action also made the skin around them turned red. I sighed and grabbed a fluffy towel to wrap around and feel comfort. I turned of the shower as water kept dripping from my wet hair.

I walked out the door to be surprised by Michael and Ashton sprawled on my bed. They both faced me, checking me out from head to toe as they bit their lips. And a visible boner was seen through Michael's jeans.

"Take a picture,it will last longer"I laughed at both of them as Michael turning a shade of red while Ashton trying to speak but nothing coming out of his mouth.

"I just came to grab my clothes,you guys should also get ready to meet Luke's girlfriend" My voice shaked when mentioning Luke.

"Y-Yeah" they both said.

"Oh and Michael," I said looking straight at him ,"You should get help with your boner"
I laughed before grabbing my clothes and entering the bathroom to change.

I decided to put on a red shirt paired with black skinny jeans, red converse and a leather jacket.
I ruffled my hair and put Luke's favourite cologne on and looked at myself in the mirror. I'm not going to lie, I looked like a million dollars.

I exited the bathroom and saw the boys still on my bed, but chatting this time.

"We should get going its nearly 6, we wouldn't want to be late for this special occasion" I faked smiled to them as I grabbed the boys hands and walking out the door.

Its time to show Luke that I didn't care about him.
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Hope you liked it :)
(edited 21. February 2018)