I am currently cuddling with Niall, when someone called him. He immediately stand up and went out the room, when I was about to go and find him he immediately went back to our room. I ask him who it was out of curiosity but he never answered me. Something inside me boiled and get mad at him. Though I didn't let him know I was mad, he then noticed that I was upset though.
"Babe why are you so quiet? Are you giving me the silent treatment? Are you mad?" I still didn't answer him
"Hey. Babeee!" He hug me but I nudge him. "I'm sorry." Then I suddenly face him "I don't like your sorry. Why don't you want to answer me. Are you cheating on me? Or I swear to G! I'm gonna ripped your balls out."
He tilt my chin and let my face look onto his beautiful ones. He chuckled while holding my face gently "babe I'm not cheating on you. Okay, I love you. And why would I keep you and waste my time if I don't love you. Common just trust me on this."
"But why don't you wanna tell me? Oh wait. So loving me is a waste of time?"
"No that's not what I meant and don't push me babe! It's none of your business." I got hurt something deep down my chest hurt. I push him away. He doesn't hurt me physically but emotionally. "So it's not my business huh? So this means our relationship is just a waist if you don't open up to me. Why keeping secrets huh! You know what Fvck you! Let's just break up."
Niall reach for me but I stand and walk out the door he chased me and hold my hand "why is that is so easy for you to break up with me? You don't love me are you? Maybe your the one cheating on me." This made me even angrier "you know what babe oh wait wrong! You know what Niall don't put the blame on me, your the one who provoke this. Can't you see I'm hurting, and I would never cheat on anyone especially to my boyfriend whom I accidentally love most. Unlucky me, he broke my heart. So bye and for the last time Fvck you."
Niall run and carry me to the bedroom while I'm stomping and kicking like a child saying 'don't touch me, put me down' but he doesn't listen. He doesn't seem affected by my actions cause by his well built muscle "No you can't leave. If I need to locked you hear I'd do so you won't escape." After that he stormed off and left me alone locked at our room.
Am I wrong for loving him? Is it a bad choice? But Why do I still love him, love him too much that it fvckin hurts.
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I know another short chapter, but atleast I updated the story. Sorry for any typos or errors. I'll update soon again. Love you guuuyyysss! Kbye lovelies x
