Precious POV
I cried the whole night until I no longer feel anything and fell asleep. I woke up early in the morning, I opened my eyes and realized I was alone in the room. First thought came to me was 'where's Niall? Is he okay? Did he come home lastnight?' But push away that thought cause deep down I was still mad at him. I was about to get up when I heard foot steps coming outside I know it was Niall's so I immediately lay in bed and pretend to sleep.
Niall's POV
I didn't get sleep at all, my head hurts because of that hangover and I felt so guilty for making out with that girl who gave me hickey. We didn't do anything just kissing, anyway it was precious fault too. She provoked me, she shouldn't care about that stupid business my dad wants me to do. Didn't even notice it was already past 7 in the morning so I stand up from the couch I'm laying in and went straight upstairs to our room to check on her.
When I opened the door she was still beautifully and peacefully sleeping. My baby, my angel. I missed her even if it's just still a day, I hate it when we're fighting. I gently sit on the bed and put my hand on her face striking her cheeks softly while whispering 'I love you so much!' She slightly stir in her sleep so I put my hand away but still looking at her. Seconds had passed when she didn't stir again I hold her cheeks again before leaning in and kissed her foorehead. When I slowly leaning away she opened her eyes but shows no emotion. She a couple of times and turned her back from me. It fvckin hurts of course but I restrain showing emotion from her. Finally having the courage I ask her with a seriousness voice "are you hungry?" And she answered me with a 'no' motion of head. Still she didn't talk to me. After a minute I decided to be the first one to apologize since I realize it was my fault too. 'Babe. Umm... I'm sorry." She still didn't answer " I said I'm sorry" finally she talked "what for? Obviously you don't even care about me. Cause if you mister cared for me you wouldn't locked me up here and leave me the hell alone."
"Don't you dare talked to me like that, I love you. I did it because I care about you and you'll leave me if I didn't locked you up. I'm sorry but it's the only way." She glared at me "I can talk to you in any way I want. you love me? Passhh! No one believes you. And locking me up isn't the only and best way either your just making the things worst. You hide things from me, what do you expect would my reaction be like? Do you think I'd be happy? Fvck it Niall. Be matured enough to handle things."
"So you don't love me anymore just because of that?!"
"For Fvck sake Niall don't shout at me! Why does loving you is always the issue here?! You know damn well that I love you, that I still do even I broke up with you! And That I love you too much it fvckin hurts! I've fallen deeply in love with you Niall. Why do you always question my love. Don't you trust me even just a bit? I'm just so mad that I can't help myself from hurting your feelings but I love you. Are you happy seeing me hurting? are you happy seeing me cry? What are you hiding from me? Huh?! What is it? You know that this relationship won't work I mean any relationships won't work with secrecy. So tell me now or let's just really break up. I don't care if I love you or not. Or if it hurts me, I can handle the pain than you betraying me."
"Don't swear! Bullshit! I don't question you okay! It's just everyone I love leaves me, everyone I love betrayed me and you know what's morethan worst having your own father forced you to kill people. I guess I wasn't enough, and that I'm no good to you." And broke down into tears.
Precious POV
Confusion hit me 'Clearly you don't trust me and wait what? What do you mean?'
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A/N
Hi Lovelies! Merry Christmas! I guess it was kinda long chapter huh? Hope you love it! I love you and enjoy this season with love. Spend Christmas with your families and love ones cause it's the time of love, sharing, and forgiving. One of the most beautiful time of the year! God bless!
Bye!
Ps. Next chapter would be up in two days! x
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