"Do you think that hiding it from me won't ruin the relationship we have? Why Nialler? Why did you keep this? I don't know what to think anymore. Im so disappointed with you Niall."
"That's what I'm afraid of, you'll leave me. I'll loose you and I can't, I'm sorry but it's better this way. I won't allow you to break up with me."
"And who are you to tell me that Niall?! I can decide on my own, if you really love me you'll understand."
"I love you too much that I can't let you go."
"That's not what love is Niall, loving someone means letting them go even if it fvckin hurts. It's just accepting and letting go Nialler. Please! I just need sometime alone."
"NO!" He shouted and kissed her on the lips, she was shocked at first but respond to him aggressively the same as what his doing to her. The kissed stop when a tear slid down her cheek, and pushed him away with a slapped on the cheeks. Niall was confused when she suddenly burst out "fuck you! You said you love me but you cheated on me. What's that? Oh a hickey and who gave that? Is she better than me? Is it because I'm not ready with sex? Tell me! You fvckin piece of shit." While pointing at him and slapping him until I don't have the energy to do it anymore at first he looks numb but you can see how he regret it. It was silence for a minute until he spoke "I didn't cheat on you, I swear. It's just the alcohol, and nothing happened. I swear baby, please! I was just so drunk cause we fight. Sorry baby! I love you! Your the only one I swear." He cried " I don't know anymore Niall, please just for once leave me alone." Thank God after that he left me. I'm hurting so much but I know deep in my heart that I still love him.
I slept that night with tears stain on my pillow. I wanted to forgive him but I needed to see first how sincere he was. I love him that I'm willing to give him another chance, but we have to talk about everything first. I wanted to call Andrei but I don't have my phone so I just sleep everything of.
Niall's POV
I'm such an idiot, how can I do this to her. I really am sorry, I know she still loves me it just that she's fvckin hurt and it's all my fault so I'll do everything to make her forgive me.
Next morning
Niall woke up early cooked breakfast and went upstairs to their room to check on precious. He opened the door and saw precious sleeping he softly walk to her and kissed her neck next her forehead. She stirs a bit but then snuggle to Niall's arm from which touching her cheek. Niall heard her mumble 'I love you so much babe' with that being said he slightly chuckle that made precious woke up. When she realized she was clutching on Niall's arm she pushed it away and face the other side of bed. She was about to sleep again when Niall spoke to her softly "babe I know you're still mad. I know you deserve someone much better than me. I'm sorry, you know that I love you so damn much and I'll do anything just please forgive me.
"But why are you doing this to me? Your hurting me too much already."
"I'm sorry baby, I love you so much please give us another chance" he intertwined their fingers lift it up and kissed the back of her hand a tear slid down both of their cheeks.
"You know I've fallen for you. I love you and I always will. I just need sometime, I'm sorry Niall not right now. I wanted to forgive you first, I wanted to erased this anger first."
With that being said Niall broke down into tears and loosen his hold. "Tell me the truth thou. Do you still love me?"
"You know what I've said I while back Niall and you know how I feel about you."
"I want some answe ba- precious.I want a real answer, a straight forward answer coming from you."
Ouch that hurts! I wanted him to call me babe. Ugh! "I still love you Niall. But I don't think I do right now." With that he left me, but deep down I wanted to say I really love you. I love you so much! I cried my eyes out. It's been what? 3 days when we start fighting, I miss him so much but I had to hurt him just for once cause he hurts me. I know it's wrong and believe me I regret every single bit of it. My stomach growled though. I am hungry but I lost my appetite, I saw a tray of food though. I am touched though cause he made me my breakfast but what I've appreciated the most was he cooked my favorite food which is paella. I didn't eat though, I just stand looked at the window and cry my eyes out. I suddenly felt a hand hugging me from behind, and head was leaned at the crook of my neck. I know it was Niall's I let him for a moment cause I missed him so much. But then he kissed my neck softly whispered 'I missed you so much' in my ear and walked out.
Hours later
It was now 8 in evening and I still haven't touch my food and Niall didn't come again. I guess we need time away from each other but think three days is enough for me, I was wrong too. It's both our fault, I stand on the bed cause I suddenly have urged to check on Niall luck me the door was opened. So I opened the door and slowly walk downstairs. I hear shuttering glass and trashing some stuff while going downstairs. When I was there I was shocked to see a large 'sorry' sticky note, a bear, chocolate, and flower. There seating on the couch was Niall, drinking alcohol. I know he was drunk now, for he almost drunk morethan half of it. He was talking to him self, typical drunk guy do. He said "This is all useless, she won't forgive me. She didn't even spare me a glance I while ago. Gosh I'm such an idiot." Holding my pic with his hand he talks to it as if I was there, he didn't even know really that I was at his back. " I'm so sorry baaaaabbbyy! I love you so much babe I missed you. I really want us to be okay now." He then kissed my picture. He was so mad at him self the he punched the table and was about to throw the glass when I ran and hugged him from behind.
He was shocked though we stay in that position for a minute, no one attempts to talked just savor the moment of me hugging him from behind my hand on his chest and my head on the crooked of his neck. I kissed the side of his neck, a tear slide and dropped on his shoulder he suddenly looked at me, lift his hand and touch my cheek. Not before he gently wipes my tear. He holds my hand, guide me to him and let me seat on his lap. I straddle him, I was seating on his lap facing him. He stroke my cheek, then suddenly put his forehead on mine while holding my neck gently his thumb on my cheek, his forehead to mine closing our both eyes feeling the moment. Opening my eyes his still closed slowly opening it and looked into my brown one as I was looking into his blue ones. He kissed my forehead, then my nose, my both cheeks, chin and lastly my lips. Passionately, we kissed until we were out of breath, we kissed like we've never see Rachel other for decades. It's just we missed each other. Neither of us were talking at the moment but it's a comfortable silence cause I know with that actions it's enough to show how we still love each other despite the problem. After a moment of silence Niall broke it, still looking at my eyes though " I love you baby! I'm so sorry, words are not enough to describe how sorry I am. I'm sorry for hiding things from you that made you mad and I'm sorry for kissing another girl that hurts you. I'm sorry for everything babe. Fvck I hate myself. Babe I missed you, I swear from now on I'll never hide things from you. Just know that I never lie or cheat on you, I never hide anything in you in purpose cause I love you. I swear baby you the only-" but I cut him off by kissing him again on the lips.
Goooosh! I missed this. After that hot kissed I spoke "shhh! Let's just talked tomorrow when your aren't drunk. I love you though and I missed you. I don't want you to repeat that same mistake again. I forgave you, I am willing to give you another chance cause I love you. Remember that always I don't want my love to be the question here, ugh. I hate it okay. But I really do love you. Please don't kissed another girl again whenever we fight. It'll just do bad, okay baby? And I thought you wouldn't drink too much? We still need to talked tomorrow though." Niall hugged me tightly as if his life depends on it. He said "yes, thank you baby. I swear on my life I won't ever do that again and I will never eve repeat that mistake. I love you too so so much. Yes baby! I'll do anything and everything for you. Okay okay."
And we stayed in that position for I don't know how long, kissing, cuddling, and hugging each other. I don't care though, I was too comfortable sitting on Niall's lap, I mean I was too comfortable with him to even move. And We really missed each other even if it just 3 days. I'm glad we sort things out though, tomorrow we just have to talk about everything. No more secrets from now on.
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