Dan's POV
I couldn't believe it. My everything didn't love me enough for me to be his one and only. He betrayed me for the neighbor. The neighbor, my friend. I made up my mind. I would confront Phil today. I went downstairs feeling slightly sick.
"Phil."
I wanted to know why, why I wasn't good enough. Why I wasn't enough.
" Yes Dan?"
His voice sounded so normal. As if nothing had happened. This brought me to a new train of thoughts. How long? How often?
"I saw you with Pj. Why did you do it Phil? Why did you hurt me?"
Phil's POV
"I saw you with Pj. Why did you do it Phil? Why did you hurt me?"
These words stung. How had he seen? Hadn't he been sleeping all along? I checked on him! I wasn't even gone that long!
"Because you aren't enough. You are good for nothing."
The words kept flowing out my mouth. There was nothing I could do to stop them. I wished it would end, that I would regain control over my tonge.
"You only ever weighed me down. You were nothing but a burden. I never even loved you"
These words weren't mine, I hated saying them, even before I said them.
"Go kill yourself"
Dan's POV
"I never even loved you."
"Go kill yourself"
If the other sentences hadn't hurt, the last two did. I ran. And I didn't look back. I didn't even know where I was going. It didn't matter anymore. Nothing ever would again.
Phil's POV
I watched him go, shouting that I didn't mean it. But I didn't chase him then. I only chased him once I noticed the blade clasped in his hand, alongside a pen and paper. I mentally screamed at how dumb I had been.
