The wall

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Phil's POV

I'm pacing outside the ward Dan is in. How could I've let him do this? I may not have loved him, but he is still was my best friend.

I thought to what I had done. I had cheated, ignored him and told him to kill himself. Why did I do that? I am questioning myself. He didn't deserve this. It should be me in the hospital bed, hooked up to a dozen tubes.

Dan's POV

I was walking through a tunnel, I couldn't see anything. Where was Phil?
"Phil?"
I didn't get an answer. I wondered what I'd done. I hadn't even thought that this might not be the answer. I ran, trying to find light. I found none.

Phil's POV

I went in to see him. I confessed to everything that I'd lied about.
I turned his arms, swallowing when I saw the cuts with their stitches. It felt like I'd met with a wall, a wall I couldn't pass.

Dan's POV

I could hear Phil talking to me. He was confessing to never loving me and cheating on me, beside other things.

Now I knew it wasn't me, it was him.

Phil's POV

I looked at him through my tears. I felt empty. All it took were a few nasty words, and I could've lost him.

I kind of lost the thread of this one. I'm not sure where it's going. I will make an end, but it will be slightly abrupt.

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