Take Me (J.M)

It's time to start giving

Mandy's POV

"Mandy! C'mere!" Ryan yelled making me roll my eyes and walk downstairs.

"What?!" I asked annoyed he's been treating me like a slave and my feet hurt like hell from being pregnant and having to walk every ten seconds.

"Christmas is coming up. What do you want?" He asked smiling. "I'm not a little kid I don't need anything." His sole only grew wider as he looked at my belly. "Then we can just get stuff for the baby." He touched my atomic that was in reach from me standing right in front of him. "We don't even know what it is yet and it's only gotten a little bigger since last month Ryan we can't tell in only 1 month." "Then let's get you a doctor. Me and Jason know someone but he was my only friend before I started hanging with Jason." I shook my head. "You ditched him for Jason? I think that guy was your best friend and ditched him for a new friend?" Ryan nodded. "I never really liked the kid I just needed someone to talk to and hang out with and we just use him for a doctor now he just doesn't know." I shook my head again. "Your sick Ryan just sick. I don't know how I ever liked Jason in the first place he's just and abbusive bastard."

"But how long did he treat you right? He didn't abuse you through your whole relationship, it's my fault really." Ryan said looking down. "He didn't want kids and didn't want to mess around with someone else's kid. He didn't want to put his own kids in danger from the life he's living now. He didn't want any of having kids and he doesn't want to change his lifestyle because...well that's how he's lived and he's never thought of having kids anyway. He's afraid even if he quit his lifestyle to start a family someone will target them."

And that's when it hit me.

He has rivals even if he quit his lifestyle of crime to start a family someone is more and likely to still put me and our kids even Jason in danger. Some people just want what they want no matter what. I wouldn't want to put my kid in danger.

I know what we need to do.

"Ryan we need to put the baht up for adoption. And that'll be someone else's Christmas present. Not ours. It's time to start giving."

This is Christmas special part one! I don't know how many parts there'll be and no the baby can't be born before Christmas I get that but it can be like a late late Christmas if you get what I mean? She just wants to give back! Idk how to explain what I was going for in the chapter.