Dysthymia ; h.s

eleven

I manage to hold back my laughter. "She's my best friend, she's hot."

He nods, smirking. "Make sure she's hot or I'll sue you."

I widened my eyes.

He chuckled lightly. "Joking." he says.

"I should go home now Harry." I say, looking at Hessy then back at him.

"No, stay." Harry holds my hand, looking at my eyes.

"I can't, it's almost eight and how can I stay if you're just staring at your phone?" I say, furrowing my brows.

He stares at me, half smiling. "You know you're so pretty when you're jealous."

I hit him lightly in his shoulder. "Me? Jealous? Such an oxymoron." I say, shaking my head.

"You're such a wonderful human being Kendall, I like you." He finally looks away, turning his gaze back to his phone.

"I am not wonderful. No one likes me." I looked down at my feet.

He furrowed his brows. "How did you say so?"

I shrugged. "I don't know too."

"You're the only one who says that to yourself." He says, looking at me. "Have you ever had a boyfriend?" he asks.

"Almost." I say in between fake laughs.

"What do you mean almost?"

"I lost him too.... I lost everything." I say.

Harry frowns, with sympathy in his eyes. "People come and go." He pointed out.

I nod, smiling. "Yes, they do." I say, pursing my lips. "But why some leaves so soon?"

"Because they come and go." he laughs. "You know, I don't have anything too. I lost everyone else."

I looked at him confused. "You have your family over here, and you have good friends and siblings, you must be joking."

He just shakes his head. "My father gone."

"Mine too." I say.

"No one loves me. Just...... Swag." Harry puts Swag on his lap, petting him.

"Maybe someone does." I say, thinking that Kylie really loves him. Swag maybe loves him back too. "Kylie does."

We both exchanged looks, widening our eyes. I was planning to say "Swag does." but a Freudian slip. I'm so embarrassed.

"No, what I mean is Swag does." I say, clearing my point.

"You're too late." He says, smirking. Alas, this is not great I swear. "If you're Kylie, are you going to love me too?" he asks.

I thought of that question for a second. "Yes." I say looking at Harry. "But I'm not her." I add.

He nods licking his lips. "I'll love you too." He raises an eyebrow. "But you're not her."

Harry laughs loudly, so do I. We laughed synchronously, the silent room was filled with laughter.

Our laughter dies, the room fell silent again. "I really should go home right now. I'm dead." I say.

"You're 19 Kendall and you still have parents restrictions?" Harry asks.

"It's not a restriction, it's a promise." I say, standing up from his bed.

"I'm going to give you a ride home." He stands up.

"No, I want to be in the forest." I snap.

"It's dangerous out there during night." He crosses his arms over his chest.

I looked back to Harry. "Okay."

We both stood up, and left his house. I saw Zayn standing in front of his house.

Zayn walks towards Harry and I. "Kendall?" he says.

"Uhm, hi." I say, smiling.

"What are you doing with Harry's house?" Zayn furrows his brows.

"Hanging out I guess." I say.

Zayn nods, going back to his house. "Goodnight!" he waves.

Harry started the car and drive me home.

"Zayn is a playboy type, isn't he?" I ask Harry.

"Yes." He replies.

I nod.

"How about Niall?" I ask again.

"No, he's the most innocent amongst us." Harry answers.

He pulled off his car in front of our house.

"Thank you, I'll see you tomorrow." I wave him a goodbye and he just smiled.

I went straight to my bedroom without a word and I laid in my bed.

You're such a wonderful human being Kendall, I like you
You're such a wonderful human being Kendall, I like you

The thought of that stayed up all night. I am a wonderful human being, Harry says, but I mean, look at me. I am just a girl who cuts and cuts whenever she's depressed and has random anxiety attacks. A girl who always gives up on her problems. A girl who lost her sanity.

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