I'm sorry, Help me

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Louis. P.O.V.

 We finished breakfast and drove to the recording studio.  Liam and I were in the same car and the resr of the boys drove apart to the studio. Liam sat on the passenger seat and turned on the radio.

" No matter how far we go, I want the whole world to know

I want you bad, and I wont have it any other way

No matter what the people say,

I know that we'll never break

Cause our love was made, made in the USA

Made in the USA, yeah "

came loud through the speakers, Liam smiled and sang softly.

' Li? ' I asked carefully.

' Yeah babe? '  He replied.

'you were so quiet during breakfast are you really sure you're okay?' I asked quietly not wanting to piss him off with my concern.

' Lou I'm fine I swear, just a little tired that's all' He said smiling at me.

I grabbed his hand and squeezed hit a little

' okay that's great' I said.

We arrived at the studio before any of the other boys.

'And I thought we drove slow' Liam laughed.

'Hey ' I said and I slapped his arm, ' Don't insult my driving skills'

Liam laughed again and wrapped his arms around me.

' Keep the PDA low please' We heard Niall say.

We all laughed and went inside to record some songs for our third album.

Liam was the first one who had to record his solo. His hands were shaky when he went into the recording booth. Harry shot me an concerned look and I shrugged because I didn't know what was going on with Liam.

After six hours we all recorded our solo's and went home. Harry grabbed Liam in an extra tight hug and whispered something in his ear. Liam smiled and Harry kissed his cheek. Liam came up to me and wrapped and arm around his waist. 

We went into the car and drove home when we finally arived at home Liam crashed down on the couch and sighed.

' I'm tired' He mumbled.

' Then take a shower and go to bed' I said while caressing his cheeks.

' Okay, will you be coming to bed soon?' Liam  whispered with his puppy eyes.

' Of course baby' I whispered.

Liam kissed my cheek and walked up the stairs.

I grabbed my phone and saw I had a text from Harry.

H:  Lou, are you sure Liam is okay?

L:  Idk what did u say to him when u hugged him?

H:  I asked if he was ok.

L: and what did he say?

H; That he was ok.

L: well then i believe him, I'm off to bed, i love you mate xx

H:  loveyoutoo bro xx.

I locked my phone and went upstairs I got took my clothes off and slid behind Liam in bed.

Liam lay down on his back and laid my head on his chest. He kissed the top of my head and I fell asleep.

Liam's P.O.V.

I woke up in the middle of the night and feel immediately that something is wrong,

I manage to unclench my muscles and I pull in an shocked breath

' Lou oh god'

I feel like the words are getting punched out of my body and nothing has ever hurt like this before.  I grab my left side and groan in pain.

I move my hand over our bed to find Louis. I pull on his shirt.

' Louis please wake up oh god '

Louis sits up immediately and rubs his eyes like a little kid,,

' Baby what's wrong? '

' It hurts' I choke out before something rises up from my throat Louis is pushing me to the edge of the bed. I couch  and curl into a ball acid flooding out of my mouth.

' Shh baby you're okay' Louis' says while rubbing my back.

I finish throwing up with a cough and start crying because what the fuck is wrong with me?

' Oh god I can't  do this' I whisper crying.

The look Louis is giving me is scaring me, I know I must look horrible.

' Maybe a trip to the hospital' Louis says rubbing my back.

' Please make it stop' I say crying harder when another wave of pain hits me.

My voice fades out when another wave hits me 'oh my god I can't do this' i mumble out.

Louis grabs his phone from the nightstand and rubs my back.

He calls 999 and almost screams at the person at the other side of the line to send a fucking ambulance here because his boyfriend looks like he is dying. After he finishes the call he calls Paul to tell him.

" Hey it's okay they'll be here soon baby just keep your eyes open baby please' Louis whispers.

I squeeze my eyes when pain hits me and Louis is kissing the top of my head

And that is the last thing I feel for a while because it's just too much

Too much...

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ok well yes this chapter sucks but i felt so bad for not updating so yeah,

the song btw is made in the usa by demi lovato if you haven't listened to it yet you should omg,

ALSO I'M SO EXCITED FOR THE BEST SONG EVER HBRHFKJHWHJWGRHJGRHG3RQHJ

ok yes i probably annoy you all but enjoy this chapter lol

xx i love you all stay beautiful and stay fab

give me love (lilo paynlinson)Waar verhalen tot leven komen. Ontdek het nu