give me love (lilo paynlinson)

Let me hold you

heya you can kill me for not updating  more than a week so yeah im sorry! xx

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Louis P.O.V.

That morning I woke up because Niall came storming into my room.

" Get up get up the doctor is coming over in an hour " He screamed

Then he jumped on the bed and pulled me in an suffocating embrace.

" Happy birthday Lou " He screamed and he kissed my cheek.

I laughed and shoved the irish man off me. I looked around but Liam was no where to be seen.

" Where is Li? " I said worriedly.

" Here " I heard Zayn shout from the bathroom door.

Zayn came walking in with an arm wrapped around Liam's waist tightly. Liam looked really pale and weak. I rushed to their side and helped Zayn placing Liam in bed.

" Maybe I should cancel my birthday? " I said while looking worriedly at Liam

" No you won't do that " Liam said his voice all raspy.

"  I don't want to ruin your birthday nor the chance for you to spend some time with your family "He said to me.

" But Li " I said while stroking his forehead.

Harry came in with an cup of tea and placed it on the nightstand.  Harry and I helped Liam sit up and against the headbord. We handed him the cup of tea and he took small sips of the tea.

We all looked worriedly at the skinny guy on the bed. I sat down beside him and placed the empty cup on the nightstand. I wrapped  my arms tightly around his skinny waist he laid his head on my shoulder.

" I'm sorry boo " He mumbeled.

" Why are you sorry?  " I asked confused.

" For not being better already, I'm so sorry boo "

" Hey it's not your fault don't you dare to blame yourself for something you can't do anything about " I said while kissing the top of the brunnetes head.

" You know what you'll go to sleep and I'm gonna set up some things for my birthday before my family arrives. Maybe if you feel good enough you can come downstairs for a while " I said while laying him down on the pillows.

I heard a few knocks on the door and Niall and the same doctor walked into the room. The doctor gave me and hand and told me to go away again. I sighed and went downstairs with Niall. Zayn and Harry were already setting up the things on the table and the rest of the room. the whole room was decorated with a lot of color. There was a huge sign on the wall behind the couch saying ' Happy birthday boo bear'  I smiled at Harry knowing he made the sign.

Niall and I helped the guys setting up the rest of the decorations and the all the food we bought and made. After an half an hour the doctor came downstairs again.

" Liam needs to take the coughing tablets and I gave him some medication to cool down his fever. He still has quite the fever and he told me he can't keep any food down? " The doctor said while looking at us.

" That's true, he ate soup with us last night and he lost that already " Zayn answered.

" You should keep an close eye on him, he just has a really bad case of the flu. and with the eating just start with some light things like crackers or something like that " He said.

He shook our hands and Niall let him out. I sighed and sat down.

" I don't think I will let Liam be downstairs this afternoon  I don't know if he is up to it and he really needs his rest." I said while playing with my fingers.

" I understand that but go check up on him about how he is feeling " Niall said while patting my shoulder.

I nodded and went upstairs to Liam's room. He was still in bed staring at the ceiling.

" Hey baby " I said and he finally noticed my presence.

He smiled and I craweled in the bed next to him. I stroked his short brown hair and placed kisses all over his face. First his cheek then his chin up to his nose and his forehead. He let a moan slip and I giggeled. 

" I get revenge tonight " He whispered into my ear. I shook my head and poked his nose " Later love " I whispered into his ear. He pouted and I wrapped my arms tighter around him. 

" Go to sleep baby" I said.

" Sing me to sleep?"  He asked innocently.

I nodded and thought of a song until I came up with the perfect song.

You've got the words to change a nation but you're biting your tongue 

You've spent a life time stuck in silence afraid you'll say something wrong

If no one ever hears it, how we gonna learn your song? 

So come, on come on, Come on, come on 

You've got a heart as loud as lions, So why let your voice be tamed? 

Baby we're a little different, there's no need to be ashamed 

You've got the light to fight the shadows, so stop hiding it away 

Come on, Come on

I wanna sing, I wanna shout 

I wanna scream till the words dry out 

So put it in all of the papers, I'm not afraid 

They can read all about it, read all about it 

 Liam was fast asleep at the time I finished the song. I kissed his head and went downstairs. The moment I was downstairs I got tackeld into bone crushing hugs by my sisters.

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Ok this was another shitty chapter. Like I said in the message earlier I'm not feeling good at all i'm just sad and unhappy but i don't wanna bother you all with that but that might be the reason why my chapters suck so much. I'm really sorry.

anyways i'm completly in love with james arthur atm like he's amazing but i live i narnia so no one really knows him here besides my friends who I'm forcing to listen to him.

It's my birthday in five days!

ok i probably annoy all of you

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xo love you all and stay beautiful