My Heart

My Heart Chapter 12

 * Recap*

*Jeremey's POV*

The room was silent. All that could be heard was the slow beep of the machine, reminding me that she was barely alive. The shallow in take of her breath. And quiet sobbing, as i waited for her to wake. If she would.

*Hospital*

*Ella's POV*

My head was pounding furiously, my stomach throbbed, and evreything was sore and achey. I fourced my eyes open with a tireing throb. I bliked painfully, and glanced around the room. I was in the hospital. I mentally sighed. My eyes fell on a sleeping next to me. Jeremey. My breath caught and without thinking I fourced myself as far away from him as I could get. Jeremey lifted his head in confusion. When his eyes met mine I shrunk back even further.

"Ella." My name came out like a sacred whisper. I shook my head.

"Leave. Now."

"Ella, please!" He begged.

"No. Leave. Please." I finished in a whisper. I closed my eyes, trying to act strong. I quietly opened my eyes as a small tear leaked out betraying my act.

Jeremey reached to touch my face and I jerked away and slapped at his hand. Jeremey nodded sadly and stood up to leave, but not before swiftly kissing me on the forhead and muttering a sad 'I love you'. I sunk back into the hospital bed as I watched him leave. I just couldn't understand. I wanted so bad to believe he didn't do anything, but it's not that easy, I know what I saw. And I know how I feel. God why can't one thing in my life be perfect, untouched by disaster?Life is never perfect. I guess thats how it goes.

That night I slept horriblly, I had the same nightmare I always have. Except this tme was slightly diffrent. This time it wasn't a dark figure chasing me, it was Brenton, and this time Jeremey was there. And he abandoned me, just like my parents. I awoke in a breathless sweat and tears running down my clamy face. I closed my eyes, trying to burn all the disturbing images from my mind. No matter what I did though they wouldn't go away.  I edventually fell asleep to the low mummer of machines and my sobbing.

*2 Weeks Later*

Today I was finally released from the hospital. I had to take it easy and wear a foot boot thing, like that dorky thing that Bella in twilight wore. Except I couldn't walk nearly as good as she did. I wobbled and hobbled about like a friggen hobo. Or a penguin. I was laying on my bed catching up on my homework. Yes they were still making me do it, how sad is that. I acctually have to go to school tommorow. I think that is cruel, I just got out of the farken hospital. And I didn't want to see Jeremey. He has been avoiding me. And I have been avoidning him. Seeing him might break my heart all over again. I sighed. Guess I have no choice. I flopped my head on my pillow. And then just as quickly jerked it back up. LIGHTBULB! I have an idea. I flipped out my phone and began to call favors...

"Hey Rex it's Ella...."

*Jeremey's POV*

I have been avoiding Ella, since the day at the hospital. If she wants to over react about nothing, let her. I'm not fighting with her anymore. School has been going pretty good, I have been sitting with this guy named Tyler, he's pretty cool. I have been spending way to much time with chicks, I need some man in my life. Okay ew that sounds wrong. Shay continued to try to figure what was going on, apperently Ella wouldn't tell her anything. Some best friend she is. I snickered. We were in trig, 1st hour. Ella might come to school today, at leat thats what Shay said. My thoughts were inturupted when the door creaked open. There she stood in her simple white t-shirt and jeans with her boot cast. She smiled at the teacher and hobbled in. Her eyes met mine and we held our gaze for a moment, before she turned and sat down next to Shay and some chick named Lauren. I stared jelously ay Shaylee. Dude! Stop obsesing over some self centered bitch. I took a deep breath and tried my best to concentrate on te teacher. The rest of the day passed ever so slowly. We were now all gathered in our preforming arts auditorium. We had a student concert or somthing like that. Once everyone was seated our princable came out on stage.