My Heart

My Heart Chapter 15

I was sitting on Jeremey's lap, my leg propped up and the couch, surrounded by Rex, Shay's mom, and a few other people. We were celebrating Shay's birthday. A day late...

"AWWWWW Stacey I love it!" Stacey was one of Shay's happy go lucky buddies. The chipper-ness was going to kill me. Stacey was one of the 'other' people I mentioned, along with Jessica and Stephie. More of Shay's chipper friends. Was I her only UN chipper friend? Stacey was blond, blue eyed, and skinny as a twig she looked a lot like Shay. Jessica was a tall, lean, ginger with bright green eyes. Stephi was a brunette, brown eyed, shorter, curvier girl. But they all had that same darned happy charm. I sighed heavily at their squealing and laid my head against Jeremey's shoulder. I turned my head, so I was facing him.

"Hey do you mind if I stay at your house tonight?" I whispered. "Shay's having a sleepover. I might die." Jeremey laughed and kissed my cheek.

"Yeah of course babe. Rex is staying over though, do you care?" I shook my head.

"It will be an awesome-er sleepover!" I whispered excitedly. Jeremey turned back to Rex and they started talking about guy stuff. I huffed in annoyance and stood up. I straightened my cookie monster T-shirt and walked to the kitchen. I opened the fridge while quietly singing.

Unicorns I love them, Unicorns I love them,Unicorns I love them

Unicorns I love them, Unicorns I love them, Unicorns I love them

Unicorns I love them

Uni-Uni-Unicorns, i loove them!

Unicorns I love them, Unicorns I love them, Unicorns I love them 

I smiled to myself and grabbed a yogurt. Gotta love the unicorn song. I hopped up on the counter. My gaze fixed on the window. I wonder what happened to Brenton. I cringed at the thought of him. I would have to ask Jeremey. My mind wandered back to the old factory...Brenton, the bruises, the scars, the pain. Flashes of my nightmare and Brenton mashed together. The images shook my skull. My head throbbed and my chest contracted. I let out a small quick pant of fear. I closed my eyes and shook my head furiously, trying desperately to erase the horrid images from my memory. From my nightmares. I opened my eyes to see Rex staring at me in worry.

"What are you doing here?" My voice came out in a shaky whisper.

"I was getting some water. Are you okay? You looked like you were in pain. And your crying." I raised my hand to my eyes and felt warm moisture, I frantically wiped it away and gave Rex a small smile.

"Just bad memories. And dreams." Rex face softened into an understanding look. He pulled me into a soft hug. I sat ridged for a few minutes and carefully hugged back. After a minuter I hugged rex tighter trying to push all off my hurt away and turn it into something more bearable. Silent sobs left me lips in small shaky gasps. Warm tears traveled down my face.

"Thanks for being here Rex." I whispered softly. Rex reached his hand up and wiped away a few of my tears.

"It's no problem. Are you okay?" I nodded my head and sighed. I was about to pull away from Rex when a voice stopped me.

"Ella? Rex?" I pulled away and looked up to see Jeremey.He looked hurt, confused...and angry? I pushed Rex away from me and managed my way off the counter. I walked up to Jeremey.

"Ella what's going on?" I looked at him in confusion. My eyes wandered to Rex. Oh. Realization ran through me. Rex and I were hugging kind of intimately. But it was nothing. I love Jeremey I would never cheat on him.

"It's nothing Jeremey! I swear I was just upset about the whole Brenton thing. I let myself think about it and I got upset. Rex was just worried about me! Nothing is going on!"

"Are you cheating on me Ella?" Jeremey's voice was filled with so much pain and anger. I threw my arms around his neck, he stood stiff under my arms.

"No I would never do that! I swear I love you and only you! please believe me." I whispered.

"Jeremey dude don't be mad. Nothing's going on. I don't like Ella like that. I LOVE Shay like that." Jeremey softened a little under my arms, not much but a little. Stray tears ran down my face.

"Jeremey I swear. I would never to that. I donn't even like Rex! he's just a friend! He's not even hot!" I cried in a desperate attempt to get Jeremey to believe me.

"Gee thanks Ella."I turned and glared at him.

"It's the truth!" I snapped.He rolled his eyes and smirked.

"Well Shay thinks I'm pretty hot so...especially at night....." he trailed off and I made a face.

"That's disgusting." I turned my head back to Jeremey. "Do you believe me?" His eyes met mine. His eyes turned soft and I almost melted. He nodded softly. I held him tighter. He pulled his arms up and hugged me.

"I would never ever hurt you, especially not like that. I know how much it hurts." I whispered in his ear referring to the time with his mom's frined's daughter, when I thought he was cheating on me. I t hurt like hell. And it almost killed me. Literally...

"I know Ella, I just I cam in here and I saw....THAT... I just thought that..." he trailed off. I grabbed his face in my hands and shook my head. I planted a soft kiss on his lips. Without hesitation Jermeey kissed me back.

"I love you." I mumbled through the kiss.

"I love you too." He said back.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean for you to think anything."

"I know. it's not your fault, you were upset and I wasn't here for you...I'm sorry for thinking you would do that."

"No, it's fine."

We stopped talking and continued kissing heavily and passionately. A loud thought snapped us apart. Jeez it was like the amusement park all over again!

"You guys do know I am still here right? I don't wanna see my best friend and his girl friend make out! It burns!"

"Then leave." I smirked at his reactions to seeing Jeremey and I kissing.

"No complaints there!" Rex walked out of the kitchen leaving Jeremey and I alone.

"I love you." Jeremey smiled down at me.

"I love you more."

"Oh? well we'll have to see about that."

"Oh will we now?" I asked putting my hands on my hips.

"We will." Jermey pulled me into his arms and the kissing started up again.

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