Innocence & Instinct

Acceptance Part 6

Anna pov

The next morning I had the early shift at the diner.

I climbed out of bed and walked to the window looking out it had started raining around four am and it was still raining at six, but that was fine with me it fit my mood I grabbed my clothes and headed for the shower maybe a hot shower would help clear my head.

I grabbed a cup of coffee and was out the door by seven.

I pulled into the diner and ran inside.

today was not going to be busy unless it stopped running but that was fine with me I Wasn't in a good mood I couldn't sleep last night thinking about what Allie had said. the rain cleared out about noon, but my shift didn't end till 3.

I got into my car and when I went to crank it all it did was make a clicking sound and would not start

I tyred several times finally giving up I called Stiles and got no answer, and then I called Scott and Allison, and I called aunt Mellisa, but she must still be asleep. Giving up I got out and started walking it was only a couple of miles, and I could use the time to think, after about a half hour it started raining again.

After walking in the rain for 5 or 10 minutes I was thoroughly soaked and getting cold. when a Black Camaro pulled up, he smiled and said "get in,". I thought about saying no, but I was cold and tired

as soon as I climbed in Derek turned on the heater and reached behind him and handed me one of his shirts and said: "here put this on ". I looked at him, and he said: " it's dry and your cold but if you want to get sick be my guest."

I said " fine but don't look."

he chuckled and said, " I can't make any promises." I turned my back to him and pulled

off my shirt and went to unhooked my bra and my trembling fingers won't work rather

It was from the cold or being near Derek I wasn't sure. after a minute of trying, I let

out a breath and in a low shaky voice said: " Derek can you help me ?"

Derek reached over as soon as his fingers touched my bare back a shiver ran down my spine, and I felt the bra unsnap. I said thank you and slipped on his shirt.

when I turned around, Derek was looking at me and said"why are you so frightened of me? Did I do something to scare you?"

I looked down and shook my head as I said "no" he reached out touched my face and lifted it up till I was looking him in the eyes then he said,

"then why are you scared of me I can tell you like me why do you fight it?"

I said, " I'm not scared of you, I feel too much when I'm around you .but it doesn't matter."

Derek" why doesn't it matter? and what do I make you feel to much? How do I make you feel too much?"

her eyes were pleading with me to stop asking questions as she said" I can't I'm sorry "

Annas pov

Derek leans in and captures my lips softly kissing me slowly deepening it asking to be admitted

with his toung touched my lips I opened up and he deepens the kiss pulling me almost into his lap. a presser developed in my stomach slowly building into a demand I'm returning his kiss just as passionly as he was my toung slips into his mouth, and a low growl comes from him my heart is racing as his hand slips underneath the back of my shirt making a fire everywhere his hand travels.

This pull I felt toward him I did not understand why could I not end this? why did I feel this need to be with him?

It was never like this with Josh.

Derek pov

I hadn't intended the kiss to go any further then an innocent kiss. but when she responded the way she had I responded more aggressively . when her toung entered my mouth I actually growled I was sure that would be the end of it, but she smiled I felt it. I nearly lost it when I caught the scent of her Sexual arousal, I pulled back and could see the confussed and hurt look.

I smiled and said "its ok " I cranked the car and turned it around and headed to my place she opened her mouth as if to ask a question but shut it again.

we drove for about 1o or 15 minutes past the diner and pulled up to this little cabin off in the woods a little ways. I got out and walked around the car and opened her door she sat there for awhile looking at me I could see the wheels turning in her head she was trembling as she got out of the car I let out a breath I didnt even know

I was holding. At the front door, she hesitates I reached out and cupped her face between both of my hands and tell her it's ok that nothing has to happen shes in control it's her choice I can tell she is frightened I reach for her hand, and she follows me inside.

I leave her in the living room and go to the bedroom and get a pair of my sweats and return to her as I hand them to her I point her to the restroom and tell her she can change while I make us somthing to drink.

after a few minutes, she returns just as the hot coco is made.

I lead her to the couch, and we sat down putting our drinks on the

table after a few awkard minutes she said" why did you bring me here" I look at her " Anna we need to talk. you need to tell me whats going on with you ."

she smiled and said, " I just got alot going on right now thats all."

I reach out and touch her cheek saying "talk to me". she leans in and kisses me not tenderly like before this one was full of need and want. I responded with the same need pulling her into my lap having her strouder me my hands going under her shirt running them up and down her back.

after a minute, she pulled back breathing heavy her eyes full of desire but also uncertainty. and she said, " Derek I ", I ran my thumb accross her swollen lips and said, "its ok it does't have to go any farther then this we can stop."

I could tell she was releaved she nodded and climed off me and sat down.

After a minute, she said ' I'm sorry I'm .. I just couldn't I didn't mean to, I don't know why I did that.. it's not like me."

I chuckled and said ' Anna you have no reason to apolage you did nothing wrong . quiet the oppesent actully " at that commet she started blushing and I loughed.

I askd her if she wants to watch a movie she says yes and I ask her what she likes, and she said anything I walked over to the shelf and grabbed a movie not even noticing what it is. and returned to the couch she curles up next to me, and I decide that I have no problem waiting for her to get over whatever it is. Within a few minutes I notice her brathing has slowed she is asleep curled up at my side.

I pick her up and lay her on my bed.