What you do to me (Durk&Dej).

14.

Dej.

So today Durk and I supposed to perform at 106&party . A day before that we performed at Cali Christmas but that was just awkward since his leg better again. I was so shy because erbody was watching us and it's kinda hard to hide a relationship, but today at this performance ion care I'm just going to vibe and have fun.

'Where my shoes at' Durk asked walking past me. 'Nigga do it look like I got your shoes' I said rolling my eyes. We were backstage getting ready. Morgan was doing my makeup and this nigga want to ask me questions. 'My lips dry' i asked Bandzz. 'Nah they a lil bit dry' he said laughing causing me to hit me across his chest. 'You stupid'.

Morgan was done with me and now we just chilling waiting to go on stage. 'Y'all have to relax and just have fun onstage man stop this shy business' Bandz said. 'It ain't me I be trying to grab her ass' Durk said causing me to laugh. 'You know what imma surprise you onstage' I said. He lifted up his eyebrows 'aight' he said.

Durk.

Shawty my Beyoncè! I sung the last part, and with that Dej did the unexpected. She put her arms around me as I knew what was going to happen. I put my hands on her lower back trying not to grab her ass. We shared quick kiss as the crowd went crazy. 'We love y'all' Dej said grabbing my arms walking back stage.

'Y'all seen that' i asked everyone backstage. 'I'm speechless' Morgan said looking at Dej. Dej smiled. 'Told ya' she said coming close to me as I put my arms around her. 'Y'all nasty' Bandz said laughing. 'Have I told you, you look so sexy in white' Dej said looking me up down licking her lips. 'Quite playing before you start something' i said placing my hands on her ass squeezing it.

The next morning.

Dej was packing her stuff as she going back to Detriot. I guess my leg fine so she leaving me again. 'I told you stop touching my stuff now my shit everywhere'. 'Nigga I ain't touch yo shit look yo shit everywhere on my floor' i said looking at the mess she made on my floor.

'I wanna punch you so bad' she said getting annoyed. She stopped what she was doing and took a deep breath. 'I ain't feeling well' she said. 'I think I got a fever' she said as I touched her forehead. 'You want some water' i asked her. 'Yea' she said. I passed her the water she took a sip and with that she run to the toilet throwing up.

I was so confused. 'You alright' i said rubbing her back as she threw up more. 'Yea I think I got some food poisoning from last night' she said standing up brushing her teeth. 'I really don't feel well like I be so tired these days' she said looking at me. 'I think you just tired i mean shit all this drama in my life who wouldn't be tired' i said making her smile.

Dej.

Later on that night

I finally arrived in Detriot and I was just chilling with girls catching up with them seeing how everyone is. But i had so much pain in my stomach and I was just feeling tired and Ill.

'Deja you heard what I say' Nik said looking at me worried. 'You look real tired' Dom said putting her hand on my neck. 'You got a fever or something' Ashante asked me. 'Nah I'm just tired' I said. I was way too tired to even talk. 'Y'all I probably just had a long flight that's all'.

'Y'all know his babymoma tried fighting me' i said to them. 'You lying' Dom said. 'Nigga' Nik said bringing out her gun. I laughed 'put that shit down, but yes I swung for her she was making me so angry'.  'That's the Deja we know you better whoop her ass' Dom said laughing. I laughed with them. My friends crazy.

Durk.

'Nikki for real I'm just here to see Lo and Bella then imma go' I said trying to walk past her into my kids room. 'Naw they ain't even home' she said blocking my way. 'Then why you tell me they home you know I gotta go back to LA' i said getting annoyed. 'We need to talk' she said crossing her arms.

Talk? 'Talk about what, if it ain't about my kids I don't want to hear it'. She put her hand on my chest and with that I moved backwards. 'Listen I still love you like I can't let that shit go we been together since we was 15-' i cutt her of. 'Nikki ion like where this going. I love you as my baby's mother that is it'. 'You making me angry why you lying to yourself you gone let that ruin a perfectly happy family'. 'Listen we had our issues way before Dej came in the picture and I ain't letting you disrespect h-' with that her lips connected to mine.

I was so confused and shocked. 'Oh shitttttt sorry , I mean, I guess I gotta go' I pulled away from Nikki seeing Morgan looking at me in shock. Shit Morgan I forgot she was in the car. 'You better go after her' Nikki said smiling. I run outside but it was too late. Man this could ruin my relationship with Dej forever.

'Man Dthang she saw the kiss' i said putting my hands on my head. 'Listen she kissed you so don't stress but you gotta tell Dej before she does and explain the situation because she walked in at the wrong time'. 'Man I could loose my girl over this shit, and I ain't even done nothing' i said. I was tired, annoyed and angry with Nikki's bullisht.

'Listen you ain't going to loose her' Dthang said as he passed me a zoot. I was not even in the mood to smoke right now what I gotta do is call Dej asap.

Dej. 

'Wait like you saw them kiss' I asked Morgan as tears rolled down my cheeks. 'I ain't making this shit up, on my momma Dej' Morgan said. I was so angry so after all this he cheats on me with his babymoma if he wasn't ready for me why didn't he say so but look how he embarrassed me. 'Dej I'm so sorry please don't be sad' and with that I ended the phone call.

Why is it always the people you love are the ones that hurt you the most. I felt to tired and there was so many different emotions going through my head. After all he done to get me, he cheats on me? He stupid forreal. My phone started ringing and it was Durk. I clicked on decline, as my best friend Nik rubbed my back.

'After all he look what I get' i said crying on Nik shoulder. 'Dej declining his calls ain't gone get you anywhere there is always to sides to the story hear him out'. With that I picked up the next phone call I received from him. 'Morgan told me what happened' he tried to say something but i cut him off fast track. I tried so hard not to cry but I bursted out in tears.

'Maybe we ain't good for eachother maybe we need a break I need to get things right. I love you but I'm real hurt' i said ending the phone call. 5 mins later I got a long ass text from Durk saying. 'Im on the plane to DT right now because you got to hear me out, it ain't even like what Morg told you. I ain't blame her because she saw sum and she told you, but I would never cheat on you I took me long to get you and you think imma let you go like that? Ion do this love shit and you know but you changed me for real, all I want you to do is just hear me out when i be there. Love you always '

Honestly right now I'm so exhausted. Whatever Durk gotta say ain't important. I just need to get myself to a hospital room or something because this cramp I be feeling in stomach ain't normal.