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Felix's POV....

She's so beautiful when she sleeps...the light peering In through the window onto her softly tanned skin makes it look as if she is glowing...she looks so peaceful, as if she has not a thing in the world to worry about. Carla is something special, there really isn't anything about her that I would change...I would take her pain away if I could, I would pull her away from any danger if it was at all possible...I know I've only known her a short time but that means nothing..my parents were married after only 2 days..I don't want to run off and marry her, but I do want to protect her...I want to show her that not all vampires are "cold hearted" there are some of us who do care, who do have emotion. She has told me everything about her and her past, she says she's an open book but I get the feeling she doesn't fancy me as I her....I think I love her....but I truly feel that she is hiding something..

Her eyes flutter open glaring up at me. "Good morning mí bella" a slight smile sneaks onto her face. God she is beautiful...she leans up kissing my cheek, her warm lips against my icy skin..how could she do this with such a cold hearted creature as myself. "How are you feeling Carla?..."

"I'm fine....why?"

"Because last night was the first time I...we..." She reaches up covering my mouth, smiling. It's taking everything in me not to attack her with kisses...it sounds all lovey dovey...but there is something drawing me in. I don't know if it's her stunning personality or the sweet taste of her blood... But I want her... I can't pin point what it is that's making feel like this...she and I can never amount to anything more than a master and his slave... That sounds sexist, but it's the truth..I can't help the fact that she is human....I can't help that I'm falling in love with a bloody mortal... But She's stunning...the way her eyes glimmer... How her hair falls perfectly onto her face..she's everything any man could ever ask for...even if he is dead... Her imperfections are what make her perfect.. "If you're hurt tell me Carla...don't hide it..please..."

Looking down at her shoulder were I....she covers it quickly..."I'm fine...just bruised..." She's hurt...how could I hurt her...maybe I was to rough....but..I thought I was making her feel good... I was trying...."DAMN IT!" I mumble pushing myself out of the bed..how could I do this. How?! I knew she was fragile...I knew I could hurt her... And I was to rough...I hurt her... I can't believe this..I've hurt the girl of my dreams... She's only human..but she's nothing more than a blood slave..she can never be more than that. Yeah I sound bipolar, but I'm confused..I don't know what to do with the feelings I'm getting... I don't know what to do with her...

I don't know how I'm supposed to handle this..how Im Supposed to handle her... She is getting tired of being locked away in this bloody room while I am free to come and go as I please. I am only doing this for her safety, she is human and I have a house full of vampires constantly... I can't just let her roam free... I hope she will be okay when I leave tonight...
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CARLA'S POV....

"Where are you going Felix..."

"Out for a little while my doll, I will be back in 3-4 hours...I have to go into town and grab a few things before my parents leave for the weekend." He says turning to me grabbing my hips pulling me in. "You know like condoms and lube, some hand cuffs, a whip... Kinky stuff"

"Not fucking funny, I'm not losing my virginity to that." He thinks he is hot shit. It's not like he and I will ever.... He is Laughing about going out to buy all that kinky stuff...I guess he will probably use it on the slut Annabella I've seen a few times lurking outside the door...I haven't gotten a full view of her yet... But from what I can tell she is pretty trashy..and really desperate. He squeezes my hips biting his lip trying to act all sexy.

"I was joking doll face...and how do you know about Annabella? I've never mentioned her."

"Because you were in the hallway the other day and the door was cracked and she was in some tiny little dress that was practically see through...and it was up to her twat! I'm sorry but she needed to put some clothes on and she was allllllllllll over you. I heard you say her name." I fold my arms across my chest looking at him fluttering my eyes...it's something my mom used to do when she was aggravated. I know they have been screwing I'm not stupid, he isn't mine so I have no room to be upset...am I jealous? Hell yes. Oh hell yes, but I can't let Felix know that.

"It wasn't what it looked like. Yes she was all over me, but she has always been that way she and I had a fling a while ago..but I cut it off years ago...she is still trying to get with me... I guess I have that effect of women." He says looking over my body...his hand brushes against my shoulder where he had feed off of me last night...the bruise is probably as big as a softball...and it was knotted a little...but I'll live. "I hurt you..."

"No...I'm fine...Felix you didn't mean to...it's okay.."

"No Carla...no it's not okay..I hurt you...I bruised you...I've known you for going on a month..and I've already feed off of you and left a huge bruise...are there any others?" He pulls up my shirt revealing bruises on my hips and my side under my boob...quickly pulling my shirt down I try to grab his bands but he pushes me away slamming his fists into the wall over and over and over....

"Felix...you didn't mean it...you weren't trying to hurt me..."

"That is not the point Carla...I hurt you...I hurt the girl of my dreams... I could have easily killed you..I was being selfish...I did what I wanted and I really didn't take you into consideration...I knew I wanted to feed off you and please you....Carla I'm sorry..." He kisses my forehead. "I'll do anything just forgive me...please... I'm sorry Carla..." He kisses my shoulder.. His is so dramatic about everything.

"It's fine I said...Ill be okay....go on and get what ever you need to get ill be here waiting when you get back...I promise.." I say handing him his bag opening the door...he kisses my cheek and smiles... "See you soon.."

Thank god he is gone...now I get some alone time...I really do with that there weren't any others in the palace...I want to explore so badly... I want to see this grand palace... Maybe I'll go out in my own...no one is here to stop me...

*knock*knock*

"Um who is it..."

"Jacob, let me in"

"I don't know a Jacob...I'm not letting you in...go away.."

"Let me in or I will bust this door down.."

"Then do it...I'm not opening the door.."

"Fine then...1...2...3.." And in comes the door...a man around felixs hight standing the door way looking at me licking his lips..."I could smell you from outside...you smell amazing...and I bet you taste even better....your blood...it's special..." He steps towards the bed pushing me back..."I'm going to make you scream...in pleasure and in pain baby...." Pushing myself back onto the bed trying to get away..he crawls up looking me in the eyes..,his eyes red as Rubys, his blonde hair...he looks just like Felix...

"Please don't do this..," I whine covering myself..."please...ill do whatever you want please don't...." He pushes my head down climbing over top of me...it's happening again...

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