Why me?...

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"Carla I wish you could understand, I wish you new how long I've been looking for you. The only reason for my existence is you. Carla you are everything any man could ask for, you are the definition of perfection, you embrace your flaws...your imperfections make you perfect. If only you could realize how you make me feel. You make me feel as if my heart can beat again...Carla I love you." I whisper running my hand up and down her spine. A slight smile creeps onto her face as her eyes flutter open.. "Good morning mì amor"

"Good morning " she says with a heart warming whisper. Even when she first wakes up she has a glow about her. I want to give her all the finest things in life..I want to make her my bride..I want her to be the mother of my children..I want her to have to finest of clothes, jewelry, foods, I want her to have it all. "Last night was great..."

"Yes it was.." I can feel her tense up as push myself over top of her..the way she looks laying beneath me is a sight I never want to forget.. The way her hair falls across her rosie cheeks, the way her eyes sparkle, how her skin glows in the ray of moonlight shining through the curtains..her lips the prettiest shade of pink I've ever seen..I could never ask for a better woman to have by my side. I want to spend the rest of eternity with her.. "Carla...I haven't left your side since all of this has happened...but I believe you can take care of yourself now...you sure as hell can take care of me.." She gave me a look of confusion.." I have to go into town for the day, you are more than welcome to join me, or you can stay here, it is up to you my love.. I have a meeting that I must attend..and I hate to say it but it is regarding the past events that have occurred with in these walls. People are beginning to wonder about the footsteps they have heard while in the castle, and they have taken this to the elders...they have summoned me to inform them about our newest addition, and I fear that it will not turn out well. You may go if you choose but you will have to spend the day in town alone, and I don't think you're ready for it..you haven't got yourself under enough control, I haven't had you around anyone other than the staff.. As I said before it is entirely up to you my sweet."

"I want to go, but I am afraid to...what if I get out there and I can't control myself.." She says pushing me off her and pulling the satin sheets around her hips and standing up.

"Then don't go Carla honey, it's okay if you don't want to..." She is hiding something from me, I reach over and I try to pull the sheet away but she pulls back. "Carla what's wrong.. " I grab her arm pulling her back to me. "Its not like I haven't seen you naked Carla..you have nothing to hide...you're stunning..." She dropped the sheet and looks down..my hand prints bruised on her hips, and marks where I had bite her hip and her thighs..no wonder she can hardly move..she has to be in pain..."Carla I'm sorry...I didn't mean to get that out of hand..."

"It's okay..I just knew that if you seen...well when you seen...you would be mad..and then you wouldn't want me..you wouldn't want to touch me..you wouldn't want to be with me...it would be the last few months all over again... "

"Carla no I wouldn't.. I just don't like the fact that I've hurt you...you don't understand how bad it hurts me to know that I've done this."

"I'll be alright.."she says grabbing the sheet again wrapping it around her shoulders and disappearing into the other room.. Carla I'm sorry.... I never meant to hurt you.

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Carla's POV

He is amazing, from the way his hair falls on his face to the way body is perfectly formed. I don't understand how someone like him could be with someone like me.. He perfect in each and every aspect of life, he has the looks, his eyes can make any girls heart flutter and then his voice could make anyone fall to their knees..."Felix you are perfect"

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