16 and a murderer

Chapter 2:the cabin

I was walking next to a creek singing a song my mother sang to me when I was little the song goes like this,let's go in the garden, you'll find something waiting right there where you left it lying upside down, when you finally find it you'll see how it's faded the underside is lighter when u turn it around, everything stays right where you left it everything stays but it still changes ever so slightly daily and nightly in little ways while everything stays. This song makes me forget all my problems.

As I was walking I noticed something in the distance. It looked like a pile of wood, but as I got closer I realized it was a abandoned cabin.bi walked inside of the little shack there was a old bed a sink and a bathroom with a few shelves. The shack was sturdy and dusty but it works I'll live here no one will find me and no one will care I'll just disappear.

That night I didn't get much sleep. Every time I closed my eyes the same dream of me murdering Luke came back. I would scream and cry about the incident. But I can't change it. It happened. It's over. Luke's gone forever I can't ever get him back now. It's all my fault! I'm a murderer and I'm only 16.

I had to get some food my supplies are dwindling after only a week. I had to go back to civilization one last time. But only for an hour. I only have 100 dollars so I have to ONLY get what I need and nothing else.

I try to convince myself that I should not go. That I would hurt so many more people, but I need the supplies. I haven't had any toilet paper since I got here and I've only have a day's worth of food left. I NEED TO GO.

I put on a good pair of jeans a light blue shirt with a denim jacket and a beanie. I needed to wash my clothes as well so I put all my dirty clothing in a bag and set out for the closest town.

There's no turning back now.