I'm about a mile away from my car. As I am walking through the woods I make a mental map so I can get back to the cabin with ease. I get to the car and see that it had a flat tire.
Shit! I yell
God, why am I cursed with bad luck if I even get ahead a little bit I always get set back and then it takes me forever to do what I was going to do! Gaah! I hate my life! I can't ever fall in love because I'll probably kill him just like I did with Luke. I'm hopeless. I can't ever be loved! Right then I break down crying and I can't stop. I cry and I cry and finally stop. I get back up and start walking towards the town.
As I get closer I start to see buildings. I speed up my pace walking faster than usual. I just want to get what I need and go .the first place I go is the grocery store. I've gotten better at controlling my fits so if one starts I can try to will them awayAs I walk through the store I only want to spend 40 bucks so I get in buy a lot of crackers and water ,cheese, matches, and a water filter. As I was looking for the crackers when I starred shaking but I willed it away.
That was close. I whispered.
Can I help u mam? A store attendant asks.
Umm no thanks.
Alrighty then, your not from around here are ya?she asks.
Umm goodbye. I say and walk away as fast as I can get what I need and get out. That was closer.
Next stop the laundry mat.
As I walk in I start shaking. I know what it is right off the back I'm having a "fit". But I can't control it its to strong and people are going to get hurt.
YOU ARE READING
16 and a murderer
Teen FictionEmma a 16 year old girl has murderd her boyfriend Luke and is running away from home, away from people. But the murder was not her fault, she has a mental illness that no one can cure. But her plans go south when a young man named Gavin shows up une...
