Blake's P.O.V.
I can't believe she was being that dumb a huge part of me wanted to protect her and keep her safe but the other half of me that's still fighting to reject her is wishing we never met. "What do I do now?" I silently ask myself while sitting on Evelyn's bed waiting on her to get back. I was angry and shocked when I found out why Evelyn became a rogue. I wouldn't have thought any of those things would have happened to her. Having your whole family and pack murdered and returning home to a blood bath is beyond devastating. I can't imagine that happening to me. I guess that's what was running through my mind in the pack meeting earlier. I didn't mean to blame her for what's going on but I couldn't imagine being without my family and this pack. "Yea like being mateless is any better." My wolf said interrupting me from my thoughts. "What is that suppose to mean?" I asked in a snude tone. "Look you damn douche bag your mate correction our mate is out there by herself without protection while that fucking rogue wants to kill her and you're sitting here like it's nothing!" At this point my wolf was pretty much pissed off and I didn't appreciate his tone. "What the hell do you want me to do? Yea she's our mate but I don't fucking want her what part of that don't you get!" I yelled at him. "You're such a dumb ass human! Our mate would die for us and our pack she's everything we need and want! You humans and your stupid ass pride because of you I will never get to be with my mate!" After that he cut off our link. I can't believe he's letting a stupid girl come between us! I don't care if she's our mate I don't fucking want her. Yea I feel bad about how she became a rogue but it still doesn't change anything. I was sitting on Evelyn's bed when she came in and walked straight past me grabbing her clothes and heading into her bathroom. "She didn't see me sitting here?" I thought to myself. "No you asshole she didn't see you she's upset and tired." My wold said with venom in his voice. "What is she upset about?" I asked in curiosity. "What do you care you don't even want her, she's just a rogue to you. Remember?" He said mockingly. "You're seriously going to let some girl come between us?" I was annoyed now. "Some girl! That is not some girl she is out mate and you pretend not to care at all about her wellbeing! It wouldn't matter to you if she lived or died!" He growled and wimpered. I was about to reply but the bathroom door opened and Evelyn walked out looking confused. "What do you want now Blake? She asked I could tell she wasn't up for talking. "Where did you go what happen?" I asked. She wouldn't answer my question actually it was more like advoided it. We argue for a while if you would call it that when she said something that pissed my wolf off. "Blake let me have control!" He was angry that she would even think that we would give her to Damon. "Fine but don't do nothing stupid." I sighed I had a feeling I was going to regret this. I felt my wolf push forward he was in control now. He pinned her again the wall and.....no no no No! I got to stop this! "I said nothing stupid!" I shouted through our link. "This isn't stupid I'm about to kiss our mate." As soon as he said that he leaned forward and kissed her. I felt a million shocks all over my body they were hazy because my wolf was in control but i definitely felt them. Then he did the unexpected he let me take control so now I was the one kissing Evelyn and man did it feel good. I got lost in the moment, the fact that she was a rogue and that I didn't matter the only thing that did was having her near. To my surprise Evelyn was kissing me back. Wait she's kissing me! "Why isn't she pushing me away?" I asked my wolf. "Because she's enjoying being close to her mate just as much as her wolf is and you like it too." I felt him smirking. "You set me up! You did this on purpose!" I said I couldn't believe my wolf would do something like this. "Stop pretending you don't want and need her." My wolf said annoyance dripping off every word. "I don't." "You sure about that?" "Yes." "So you mean to tell me you don't want her in the least bit." He said in amusement. "Nope not at all." I was getting annoyed. "Answer me one question." "What?" yep I'm annoyed with my wolf. He started laughing. "What are you laughing at?!" He's starting to piss me off. "Why are you still kissing our beautiful mate then?" He burst with more laughter. It wasn't like I didn't know I was kissing her besides the kiss being incredibly good there electric shocks flowing through me from kissing her. I guess I didn't care because it felt so right. Before I got in to deep I pulled away and came to my senses. Regardless of the need to be close to her I need to stick with what I believe and hate. I hate rogues and believe that she's isn't worth being my mate point blank period. "Um sorry about that my wolf took over, just because he wants you doesn't mean I do." I said walking out leaving her confused. It's not like I was lying he did take over even though he wasn't in control the whole time and besides it's not like she knew I was lying.
