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Iggy's POV

I closed my eyes

Just when I heard banging on the door

I just sat there.

Not caring anymore.

What's the point in life if you don't have anything to live for.

No one loves me.

You feel like you should be dead instead of being alive in this fucked up world.

I thought I hated him. But now I realized I actually love him a little. He left me, and I should hate him. But when you realize your own brother left you, on your birthday,and you still kind of love him. It hurts. Did he even love me before he left. Does my mom or Sierra even love me?.

My thoughts got interrupted by banging on the door again.

I grabbed my leather jacked,and put it on. Not caring to clean up all the blood.

" yeah " I said in a low voice

In walked Ronny, mark, mom, Sierra and Cameron.

I closed my eyes and put my head back against the wall.

" sweetheart we need to talk about what you said the other day " mom said

" Iggy can you please tell Veronica and mark what you yelled at Cameron "  she said. Is it me or does it sound like I'm a little kid here.

" they already know " I whispered closing my eyes again

" what " Sierra said

" I said they already know. They already know I was raped twice, you even know what age I was raped at, no. At age 12 and 13. I was a kid. For gods sakes. Why me " I asked putting my head in my hands.

" Gina, we found her both times she was raped, it was the same man. I'm sorry we haven't told you before but we thought Iggy would tell you guys" Ronny said while rubbing my back.

I was crying hysterically.

" what's the point of living " I whispered

And you know what hurts the most, knowing the man who raped you two times is out of jail looking for you. To hurt you.

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