Dreamworld

Movie Night

***Jazmin's POV***

The next couple of days Harry and I kept our sexual tension at minimum. He tried our hardest not to touch me in anyway, he barely kissed me. I don't know why he was doing this.

I walked out of the shower and threw on my clothes for the day. I walked in the front room and instead of telling Harry I was ready to go, I went and sat on his lap. I surprised him by doing this, it was written all over his face.

After regaining his composure he gently pushed me off his lap. He tried to subtly scoot away from me but I noticed. I scooted closer to him and laid my head in his chest, he pushed me away slightly again.

"Harry why are you pushing me away?!" I said as I shot up and stood in front of him.

"What do you mean?" He asked sitting up straight in the couch.

"Harry your pushing me away! Any time I attempt to touch you, you push me away! You barely want to kiss me! I feel unwanted!" I said as my voice cracked and tears threatened to spill over.

"I-I'm sorry I didn't make you to feel that way."

"Well you did Harry! You did." I said as tears spilled over.

"Jazmin its... I'm sorry." He said getting up and trying to hug me and I pushed his outstretched hands away.

"No, Harry just stop. I'm fine." I said turning on my heel headed back to our room. His hand wrapped around my wrist and spun me back around and his lips pressed onto mine. Before I had time to react he pulled back.

"I'm sorry." He said as his eyes searched mine looking for understanding.

"Why Harry? That's my only question."

"I didn't want you to feel.... Rushed or make you uncomfortable." He said his eyes avoiding mine as he shifted his weight from one foot to the other.

"Harry, I was raped months ago I know it's hard to adjust but we were fine before I said anything. Can we just forget it?"

"That's just it, I can't just forget it! He took something that you cherished, something you can never get back!"

"Your right I can't get it back, but I can continue to live my life. My life is with you now, I want to continue living my life with you just like before. Can we do that?" I said softly.

"Yes, I want to do that."

"Okay then. Lets get the show on the road." I said breaking into a smile.

Harry turned off the TV, grabbing his keys and we left the flat. Surprisingly there wasn't to many paps outside our flat. We were asked the normal questions and we ignored them as usual.

We got in the car and Harry drove us to Louis place. When we got there we went up to Lou's flat and knocked on his door. He opened the door and immediately pulled us into a hug.

"I missed you guys!" Louis said yanking us into the flat.

"We just saw you the other day Lou!" Harry said.

"Yeah well shut it! We're all waiting!" Lou said as we walked into the living room where the rest of the boys sat.

"Harry! Jazmin!" They all shouted rushing over to suffocate us in a group hug.

We got all of our hugging done and say down wherever we could. I sat on ours lap and leaned into his body. I waited until everyone was situated before I started talking.

"Before we get down to the main reason we're here, I have something to say." I said making eye contact confidently with all of the boys. "A couple of days ago I told her Harry my biggest secret. Before I left for Barcelona and met you all, I was beat and raped by my ex boyfriend." The boys gasped and Harry just squeezed my hand that he was holding.