P.o.v Mason
I dropped on my bed staring at the spinning sealing, I heard a lot crash and i'm pretty sure it was the bottle of jack i finished off or the meds bottle one of those. No one was home and I know they wont be home for hours so that's a good thing. After 30 mins of just laying there I finally passed out and I saw the angel of death.
I woke up how could I have woke up! I should be dead and I know I should be dead! How the hell did they save me! I was bounded to the bed and I screamed my lungs outs until a nurse came in my room, "Get me out of this!" I pulled my wrists forward so the strapped dug into my wrists. My stomach hurt like hell and so did my stomach but I don't care I wanted out of the bed. "Please!"
"Sorry Mason not until the doctor comes in."
"Whens that?!"
"When hes done talking to your sister." Ugh! I kept pulling my wrists forward until I heard a crack and pain shut threw my arm oops. The doctor finally came in my room with Alice, he took the straps off and I sat up. Alice wasn't sad or anything she was angry and I knew she wanted to kill me. ooooooh shes mad at you!
"Guess what happened Mason?"
"I tried killing my self."
"Yeah and no pills work on you for some fucking reason and now your insane and will never be calm! Your damn voices will always talk to you, you will see things all the time. You will drive your self more insane!" I stayed quiet. "God Mason do you think of anything else but your self?" I just stared at her wanting to say something but nothing came to mind, if she only knew that I didn't think about my self I only thought about them and how I hurt them all the time.
"Goodbye Mason I'll see you some time." She left and the doctor looked at me.
Your room is being redone so you'll be staying in this room with a roommate until its done."
"But..."
"No buts Mason." He left...I stood up and grabbed onto the dresser next to the bed. Stood up way to fast, I looked around the room small room. I looked at the door when it opened and wouldn't guess who walks in. River. p.o.v mason
I finally got to leave the room I had to stay in and got to walk around. I went into the tv room and sat next to some lady who was twitching and saying something, I heard a guy talk and I turned around to see Ollie and some dude, i've seen him somewhere but I don't remember where but anyway they were walking this way...holding hands. That was fast...I pushed my hair in front of my eyes and walked out of the tv room to the stairs that lead out of the mental part of the hospital. There was two really buff guys standing in front of the door eyeing me, I just smiled. "Go back to your room Mason."
"...now what am I post to do!" I walked to my therapists office. "I think I might do something."
"Like what?"
"Hit someone and make someone very jealous."
"How for god sake do you find someone to like in here?"
"He always was here was weird that I never saw him."
"Maybe to much mental break downs or hitting on nurses twice your age.." he rolled his eyes.
"Please like you have room to talk you feel in love with that one nurse who's three times your age!" He just smiled. "Take a seat Mason it was your turn anyway to have therapy." I took a seat on the couch that was so damn comfy.
"Okay tell me about who this person is that you want to make jealous."
"His name is Ollie."
"Oh that Ollie yeah his ex boyfriend is here i think their roommates."
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Disordered
Romans"No, the normal me blocks it out and let's the madness out." "There's the poet of the Mason I knew," she smiled I didn't return it.
