I never realised how much one person could affect me. All it takes is one person to change your mood, even change your life. For me all it took was a boy, one boy that makes me feel so many things. He makes me really happy; his smile seems to just melt my heart. His laugh sounds like a beautiful melody that I wish I could listen to all day. He does silly things sometimes but it just makes me laugh and smile, making me feel as though I’m falling in love with him just that little bit more. When he looks at me, especially when I catch him staring, it makes me feel wanted and beautiful, like someone really does care for me. When he holds me in his arms I feel safe and warm, like nothing bad can get to me.
There is a flip side to all the good things he makes me feel. When he is sad, I feel sad too and all I want is for him to be happy. When he is angry, I understand even if it can be a little scary. When he is hurt, I feel like I too am in pain. When he is not around, I notice that I am constantly looking for him, like he might just appear if I wish hard enough, and when he doesn’t appear like I wish he would I feel disappointed and let down. My mood is constantly affected by his or the things he does and it’s not something one can easily get used to.
