I can't help but think of your words.
"Get over me."
I'll never get over you.
You have my heart.
No one else will have it but you.
I can't help but think of dying.
I tried once.
I wanna try again.
This time somewhere quiet.
Where no one will find me.
I'm going to start it.
Too soon but I don't care.
I grab my keys and the rope I need.
I then hear my mobile ring.
"H-hello?"
My shaky voice says into the phone.
"Hey Lou?"
I frown at the unnoticeable voice.
"Who the hell is this?"
I say getting frustrated.
"L-lou it's me."
"Who is me?"
"Harry."
"N-no. It can't be!"
I scream into the phone.
"But it is Lou."
"You're d-dead."
I feel the tears starting.
"I know I'm dead."
"How are you talking to me!"
I scream in frustration at Harry.
"One call per year Louis."
"I m-miss you."
"I miss you too Lou."
"I wanna die Haz. I wanna die."
"No Lou. Don't think like that."
"I fucking miss you!!"
He doesn't understand.
"It's better there than here Lou."
"Nothing's better when you're not with me."
"I know, but I want you to live your life."
"I can't live in a world without you."
"Ssh. Lou, don't think about it."
I'm done with his shit.
He doesn't even want me.
"I don't care. Im going to do it. With or without your support."
"I'll always support you Lou."
"Why aren't you supporting me in this?!!"
I scream into the phone.
"Because this is a bad decision for you."
"I don't give a fucking shit! I fucking miss you too much to even care!!"
He doesn't understand.
"Come. Come with me."
I hung up the phone.
I'm ready.
I'm coming for you Harry.
With.
Or without your support.
