My Twilight Life

.Chapter 10

Dear Diary, Its been two months since the big Logan breakup, and the Elijah nice thing. I have been to depressed to write. But I have to be in a happy mood, cause my birthday is in three days. That's what Miylan told. Anyway,after all that happened, everything went back to normal. Stuff have been the usual. The Regina beef,and me and Miylan partying. Well everything didn't go back a little,me and Elijah have been hanging out in private. I don't want people to think me and Elijah are dating since he is dating Regina. When I asked why is he dating Regina,then he told me the most straight up honest truth. He just wanted a thot, so I guess I was right. Anyway,Elijah has been making me smile cause I still feel sad. I feel so sad at times I cry and won't stop crying. But that doesn't mean he's nice all the time. Sometimes he's still bitter. Like he sometimes make fun of me, it makes me laugh cause he's weird like he'll call me a fugly monkey. Anyway Miylan has had her suspicion about me and Elijah. Sometimes Elijah scares me when he's mad. Like I remember when I asked about his past,he would yell and tell me to forget about it. When I continue to keep asking him he gets mad. Like I kept bugging him about his past about why he left town and what had happened,then he got so mad and punch in his car and made a huge dent on the side, which made the windows of the car shatter. His hand was bleeding I could of swore it was but when I looked at his hands its not bruised up or bleeding. That was weird. But I didn't expected anything of it cause he's strong. Well my birthday will soon be here. Well since my birthday is on fourth of July, Miylan told me I should have a big party cookout. I told her to make the party a surprise for me. But I already know, but I'll just act surprised. Anyway I have to pick out my birthday outfit. Since Miylan was planning my party, I had asked Chloe to help me pick my outfit. For my outfit was a white crop top with blue shorts and red vans. My hair was up and I had wore red, white and blue sunglasses with the outfit. Well that was all. This week was crazy. Well Regina had put a tracking device on Elijah's car. When me and Elijah met up at our secret hiding place, Regina had went there. I saw her and don't cared cause she thinks she's perfect cause Elijah is her boyfriend. Anyway Regina had recorded us and kept it so she can expose me at my birthday party. Even when me and Elijah had that moment when we looked at each other in the eye's and almost kissed. But it wasn't gonna happen. In the mean time Elijah caught Regina and just told her what he used her for in front of everybody at lunch. I laughed then she turns to me and calls me a thot cause I hung out with Elijah after I broke up with Logan. Then she made up rumors about me saying I sleep with people for money and saying that I seduced Elijah to breakup with her for me. I laughed and didn't care cause people can believe what they want. Anyway I had made a fun raiser for our school to donate money for children that have cancer. To entertain the people, we were allowed to sing what we wanted but not curse words songs. Well everyone sung except me cause I didn't feel like it. But Miylan made me feel guilty for not singing. I wanted to do a duet cause I didn't want sing by myself. But no one asked me to sing. So i got up stage and began singing a duet by myself. While I finished the first verse. I was gonna sing the other person's part until Elijah sang. I was shocked but it was cool. When we finished singing,I looked at Elijah in the eyes and wanted to kiss him but he turned to the crowd and bowed. Then I bowed with him cause I didn't want to be embarrassed. After the event, Elijah came up to me and told me I did great. Then he kissed me.......... On the forehead. I was shocked but didn't care. I just blushed. After that,it me boy crazy,cause Logan popped up out of no where. But I didn't care cause I could careless. Well it almost my birthday. I can't wait. After days of preparing for my b-day. It was finally here. On my birthday, I got gifts from people and cards, I was happy. After that it was my birthday party. After I put my b-day outfit on. I went to the party, there was a lot of people. People I didn't know. When I walked in,people hugged me and told me happy birthday. I told them thank you. Then I looked for Elijah, I didn't see him until I saw him with Regina. Then she grabbed him when she saw me and kissed him. I got mad and just walked off to get some soda. Then Miylan asked if I liked the party, I told I loved it and told her thank you. After that she asked me If was OK,cause I looked mad. I told I was fine,then I blurted out and told her. Then she me to to go talk to Elijah regardless if I was mad,so I can let off some steam cause its my birthday and I should be happy. Then I told her OK and walked off to find Elijah,but couldn't find him. Oh well one less thing I had to do. A few hours later, the fireworks were bout to begin. Then that's when Elijah grabbed me and took me somewhere. Then I yelled and told him to let me go. Then he told to calm down. I got annoyed and yelled and told him why did he kiss me on the forehead and made me boy crazy over him and then alows Regina to kiss him. I just look at and told him we can't hang out no more. Then he asked me why am I mad cause we're not together. Then he kept asking over and over cause I stood quietly. After he kept asking I got annoyed and blurred out, cause I like you. Then he looked at me and I looked down at the floor embarrassed. The most shocking came out his mouth. He told me he likes me too. Then I told him, no he doesn't cause he still has a thing for Regina. Then he told me he didn't have a thing for her and the reason why he met up with her because he wanted to end things officially. Then I yelled at him and told him yeah right and started walking off so I won't miss the fireworks. Then Elijah grabs my arm and twirls me in his arms and told me if he didn't like me, would he do this. Then kisses me for real. Then I kissed him back and that's when the fireworks started. It was magical, it was like time stopped for me and him. We kissed for a whole 3 minuets. I've never felt that way before in my life. That was the best birthday ever.