My Twilight Life

Chapter 8

Dear Diary, it's been a few days since the slapping Elijah thing. Every time I see him,he walks straight pass me and avoids me. I guess he is scared of Miylan. Well if I was him I would too. Well me and Logan started to hang out again. Well he apologized to but he won't amit he likes me. Anyway we hung out at rolling thunder so I can accept his apology. Of course I forgave him. Cause he's my best friend since first grade. I started for some reason liking Logan. I hope I don't fall in love with him. It would feel weird to date someone you know. Anyway today made me angry that I found out that Elijah is dating Regina. I was so mad, I can't believe he picked a ho over a good girl. But I just think he gonna hit and leave. But not my problem. Ima let go Elijah go and start new with someone else. Cause I know me and Elijah would never date. Anyway today Logan asked me out to eat a new restaurant. I told him sure. For our date or not a date like Logan says. I got ready by wearing a pink dress with black flats and a black mini purse. Around 8pm Logan picked me up and we left. Miylan and her boy toy went out to the carnival. And I'm starting to like Logan. When we were at the restaurant we saw Elijah and Regina. I stopped and froze and looked at them. Then Logan notice and said we can go somewhere else if you want, then I told no we can stay, then he said "OK." We sat a a table in the back and Elijah and Regina are 4 tables away from us. I didn't worry about them I just focused on me and Logan. We had fun until I felt weird that Elijah just kept kissing Regina. I got a little jealous so I did a daring thing. But I liked it,I kissed Logan on the lips for the first time. Logan was a good kisser, when I came back Elijah starred at us and then turned back on focusing on Regina. Then they got up and came and sat at our table told us that it was  weird that we all are at the same restaurant. I told them yeah it was and then continued focusing on Logan. Then Regina stared French kissing Elijah, I just looked and them and whispered in Logans ear and told him let's go home, he told me yeah cause its getting awkward. Then we got up and told them good bye and we left. Then Logan walked me to my dorm room. Before he let me go he grabbed my waist and kissed me and said "Good night." And walked off. I stood in shock and then felt weird and told myself that I'm in love with Logan. And then i did a happy dance. The next day I told Miylan everything that happened last night. Then she asked me if I still thought dating someone I know is weird,then I thought about and told her no cause I'm in love with Logan. Miylan said I don't know what I want. I told her I know. But I never thought I would ever date Logan. Its so weird, maybe he was my Mr.Right in frount of me after all. For the past Saturday's we haven't hung out at the karaoke place anymore. So me and Miylan set up a double date at the karaoke place. Then Miylan told me to sing cause I have a nice voice. I didn't know what to sing until I saw Logans face light up. So I decided to sing I think I'm in love. Cause I thought us. After the song I kissed Logan. And then we want to a park and admitted things we love about each other that whole night. I loved it.