Undercover love

chapter#9

Its been 2 weeks and I still haven't been talking to Terrance.
Just kidding I can not, not talk to people that long.

Its been 2 days and I don't really talk much to him he tries and talks to me but I only respond with simple answers. That is not me at all. I like to respond playfully so the conversation can keep going. I speak when I order my food.

I feel horrible doing that but at least I still keep my happy face and sound cheerful when I respond. Besides we don't know each other much so he won't notice my slight change.

Right now we are in the car and I'm watching movies on my computer.

Once its finished I put it up.

I start thinking of Becca I miss her so much. I try to stay strong and not cry.

I put my happy face on I feel a little better.

He pulls over to the side so that we are on the grass.

"What are you doing? Oh my gosh pl..pl.please... Don't kill me!" I plead.

He laughs

Am I literally gonna die

NO! I have to find Becca first.

"I'm not going to kill you we need to talk."

"Can we talk while you're driving?" I ask

"No." He says.

"Well can you at least let the car drive itself ."

"I need your full attention and we are not leaving till we talk."

I nod my head .

"All you've been doing is nodding your head and giving me short replies , even though I knew you for four days doesn't mean those first to days I can't pick up on who you are?"

I look at him in confusion

"Just two weeks ago you were being yourself funny , sarcastic, polite, you made the day go by faster . But now your acting like a depressed person." I look at him shocked and speechless.

"I'm sorry its just I've never been this far apart from her and I just feel empty. I'm sorry I hurt your feelings." I said looking down at my hands .

This situation is so... Awkward right now.

"Tell you what, I will stop acting depressed and be myself if it makes you feel better,kay." I say turning his direction.

He nods his head and I don't miss the smile across his face. I hug him and he hugs me back.

"Why did you hug me?" He ask

"Because I felt the need to and I felt bad for you helping me and everything while I'm just acting depressed and giving you a hard time."

"You weren't giving me a hard time." He says

"Why'd you hug me back?" I ask

"Because I felt bad for you and how in being selfish and I should have never let your action cause me to feel offended ."

"You're not selfish. You're helping me find my cousin. Although sitting there and just watching someones ass get wooped is selfish."

He laughs.

I laugh to.

"Keeping that cute smile and you're laugh to yourself and replacing it with fake ones is selfish."

I have a cute smile and laugh.
Oh Kay please don't tell me that a weird feeling just shook me and it felt weird but I loved it, not in a wrong way.

I smile back at him. "Are you gonna drive."

"Take us to the nearest hotel."
He says to the car.

Its about a one hour and a half hour drive. So I take my computer out and we watch a movie.