Dean X Reader: Letters from the past.

Chapter 1: Letters

(You are still young like 16 and Dean is like 18)

 You were put into Bobby's care however they were still worried about your safety so they decided that you will live at Bobby's for a while then move and stay at Rufus for a while and switch off like every 2 weeks. You found this to get boring. But John had told you he had to son's but you never met them cause one of them, the youngest was sorta in the same boat as you but never had them chasing him. You were an odd case. 

One day you were sitting in the room Bobby said you should sleep in but he warned you not to make to much of a mess cause one of John's boy's sleeps there too. This gave you an idea. You quickly got a paper and a pencil and decided to write a letter to whoever sleeps in this room. You thought hard on what you should say and decided not to involve why you are at Bobby's. 

Hi! My name is (Y/n) and I hear from Uncle Bobby that someone else sleeps here when I'm gone so I thought I would say hi. I'm bored and actually don't have any friends the only people I know are three and they are all old men. I do hope you find this and I would really enjoy if you responded to me. So I'm not really sure what else to talk about. Not much goes on in my little life. I love to draw and listen to music. I mostly listen to old rock cause of Uncle Bobby. What kind of music do you listen to? I also love to read. Do you? Well I should get going. I need to pack to go somewhere else. Bye, hope to hear from you.                                 Love: (Y/n) <3                                                                                                                             

After you wrote the letter you put it under your pillow and started to get ready to go to Rufus house. You had stayed at Bobby's for two weeks and now it was time head to Rufus for another week or two. You sighed and grabbed your bag. You honestly hated this but they all found it necessary to keep you from being detected again. They have no idea why they wanted you more badly then the others but they did. So that's why they decided to do this. "Lets just hope someone finds the letter...I need a friend..." you sigh as you get on your worn out gray converse. "(Y/n) get your ass down here!" You groaned and picked up your things and went downstairs to see Rufus and Bobby "You ready to go (Y/n)?" Rufus asked you. You sighed and nodded "Look I'm sorry (Y/n) but this is for your own good." Bobby said and put a hand on your shoulder. "I know....I just want a friend...more then you and Uncle Rufus..." "I understand that could put you at risk." You rolled your eyes and opened the door "Whatever lets just go.." The two guys looked at you and then themselves and sighed then Rufus went with you and the two of you went off to his place. 

Deans P.O.V: 

As I was sitting in the front seat and Sammy was in the back. We were ment to stay with Bobby because apparently the hunt dad was going on was to dangerous which I believe to be complete bullshit but I sadly can't argue. As we pulled up into his driveway another car was pulling out, I tried to get a look at who was in it but I couldn't see the driver but did see a girl with (h/l) (h/c) and (s/c) skin. She looked about my age...why the hell was she here? Thought Bobby didn't know anyone else with kids...hmm. 

(Time skip to him going into room cause I'm lazy!! XD)

I sighed and dropped my bag on the bed sat down. "Damn I hate this...just Bobby and Sam..." I got up and did my usual when I get here. I put my stuff in the closet and grabbed my handy knife and went to put it under my pillow since that what I do...you know for protection when I noticed a note. "I swear to god if Sam is pulling something I'll kill him." I picked up the note and read it. I could tell it was a girls handwriting. (You guys know the letter.) I was confused. Why was this girl (y/n) here and why was Bobby taking care of her? Why isn't she here now? You know what...I'll write her back. 

Um hi (Y/n)  I'm the other person who sleeps here as well. My name is Dean, Dean Winchester. Um I've never really have done this and well I guess that I'm really curious why Bobby is taking care of you and well I don't really have many well any friends either so I guess one would be nice. So think we could get along. So well...I love old rock music as well. Not much of a drawer. Wow I feel like I'm being very awkward which is easier to do in writing then in person. I'm usually a sooth guy in person, just wait till we meet, I'll swoon the pants of you sweetie. Also I don't really know many people that are younger then 35 well besides my little brother Sammy. So yeah I don't really know what else to say, honestly I don't why I'm writing back but I feel like I should and want to. So anyway guess I'll hear back from you when I leave and come back. See ya till then (Y/n/n). (Hope you don't mind me calling you that.)              -Dean W.

 I sighed and looked over what I wrote. "Sounds good to me." I folded it up and put it under the same pillow she put it under and well waited. I decided not to tell Sammy or Bobby. Since well Sam wouldn't understand really and knowing Bobby he is protective of her and threaten me so I'll keep to myself. One person I'll never mention her to is dad fuck he would tear me a whole new one which I don't need. 

Narrator/Author:

After those you got his letter every time you left you left a note and Dean would do the same. This went on for about three years and through out all that you two become close even if it was only though letters, you had come to know Dean as a tough person on the outside but inside he was a soft and sweet and caring on the inside. However you were probably the only person who knew all this. He also came to know you and all your secrets. You sadly couldn't help yourself but form a certain crush for the boy but you never ever let on nor said anything you just kept it bottled up. What you didn't know was certain Winchester developed feelings for you as well. When it was the first Christmas after you two met you got each other gifts. You got Dean a bracelet that you made, it was out of leather and was breaded. It didn't look girly so you hoped he liked it, and with the letter he sent you he loved it and he got you something special as well it was a anti-possession symbol made out of silver (picture above) and in the back it was engraved [To (Y/i) (Your initials) From D.W.]  There was also a small heart on it as well. You loved it and said you would keep it always as did he with your gift.    

Sadly like most things it all must come to an end. After those three years you decided that you needed to take care of yourself and wanted to be on your own and see places, you knew how to fight and handle yourself. You were sad to not be able to write Dean anymore but you needed this and wrote him one more letter it was soft and sweet. 

Dear Dean, I'm sorry but I'm leaving. For good not just off to Rufus's...I want to have a life..I'm 19 now I deserve a life and damn it I'm gonna get it. I know how to handle myself  and I will be safe. I'm truly sorry we haven't met but hey maybe we will meet one day and get to actually talk. Also Dean your my best friend and only true friend, no one will be better then you...hell no guy will be better then you either. Sorry this is short but I'm leaving now. Goodbye Dean Winchester.                Love: (Y/n) <3 

The day Dean went to Bobby's and he found that letter he sat on the bed and sat there shocked. He honestly didn't know how to handle this...his best fiend and crush is gone.. he stayed in his room for a while before Bobby came in to see what was wrong. He noticed Dean was teary eyed and he stilled everything to him. Sadly not even Bobby knew where you went and told him to move on and live life how he normally did and he will forget about you. Dean agreed with him but knew deep deep down he would never forget you and neither will you.

Thanks so much for reading this! Hope it wasn't to short/long for you since people have different preferences. Anyway please let me know what you think and hope you have a good day and look forward to reading more. -Ghoulgirl224