Dean X Reader: Letters from the past.

Chapter 5: Brothers together again

Dean's P.O.V:

(A/n: Sorry it took so long!!! >.< )

I was throwing clothes into a duffle bag, grabbing only whatever I needed I didn't want to waste anymore time "Dean?" I stopped cold shit I had completely forgotten about (Y/n) how the hell could I forget and just leave her. "(Y/n).." I said her name like I had finally taken a breath "Where are you going Dean? Bobby isn't that bad." she said trying to joke.

I turned and looked at her, her expression made me feel so guilty, her eyes were watery and her face showed of hurt. I walked over "I got a message from my dad and it sounded bad, plus he's been gone to long for his hunt..I have to go get him." I watched as her face went to understanding to concern "Not alone. What if something happens to you as well." I again saw her eyes water more. I couldn't help it I cupped her face with my hands gently "I'm not going alone, I'm going to go get my brother Sam so he can help me." I felt her lean in to my touch however she shook her head moving away from my hands and sat on my bed "No...I want to go with you." I sighed "(Y/n) be serious..this could be dangerous...I don't want you to get hurt.." she chuckled softly and stood up and softly touched my cheek, her touch was so soft and I swear my heart skipped a beat "Dean I'll be fine, Rufus taught me how to fight..I know how to handle myself, I kicked those demons asses." I couldn't help but chuckle and smile. Seeing her beautiful face, those big (e/c) eyes and her soft (h/l) (h/c) hair perfectly framing her face I couldn't help but fall into a trance. I couldn't help but let my heart speak instead of my brain and kissed her.

She instantly kissed back. Her arms went around my neck and one of my hands held her waist bringing her closer to me the other tangled up in her (h/l) (h/c) hair, the kiss was sweet and soft, I kissed her like I was afraid she would break. I never lost feelings for her even after she left and we stopped talking and we grew up, they never left..they only got stronger.

(Y/n) pulled back suddenly and created distance between us. She crossed her arms making it look like she wanted to go hide "Look Dean please just let me go, I can handle myself and you need someone other then your brother you haven't seen in years watching your back." I sighed "Fine...but I see one scratch on you by any demon or creature and it's back to Bobby." she smiled making my heart do flips "Ok sure, but I promise you Dean Winchester it will be the demons who will have the scratch on them." I went to go give her another kiss but she stepped back slightly so I tried to play it off and gave an awkward chuckle "If that's your way of sounding tough..we're gonna need to fix that." She glared at me and I couldn't help but give a small laugh.

I knew bringing her along was a bad idea, the demons had a reason for why they went after her and he has a feeling they are going to go after her again, but all he can do is try to protect her.

After she had left to pack he was trying to figure out how he was going to explain her to Sam. Then his mind wander back to their kiss, why had she pulled away suddenly and why did she step back when I came close, did she not feel for me the why I feel for her? I rubbed my face, maybe she was just worried that Bobby was going to catch them but I should know that that wasn't the reason however I still couldn't figure out the reason. I let my mind wander some more while I finished packing everything I needed up.

Your P.O.V:

You sighed going quickly into your room. You grabbed your bag and put the few stuff you took out back in when you came here, your brain however was focused on Dean, you have feelings for him, very strong feelings however you felt like you shouldn't act on them, you don't understand why but feels like there will be trouble to pay if they show their feelings or at least you will have trouble to pay. 

(Time skip to you guys leaving.) 

Bobby sighed at seeing you with your things packed and Dean putting them in the impala. "You know this is dangerous.." you sighed and smiled putting your hand on his shoulder. "Uncle Bobby I'll be fine, I have Dean on my side and hopefully Sam as well, plus I can take care of myself, I told you how I handled the demons back at my old place." He chuckled and patted your hand "Yes but however you were so shocked you called me and high-tailed it to my porch." Dean let out a muffled laugh, you turned towards Dean and shot him a glare and he shut up. "Look I only came here because I didn't know why they were coming after me and I wanted answers which FYI you still haven't told me shit!" "That's because you don't need to know shit! Your safe as long as you stay hidden which this" he gestured to Dean and the bags "isn't hiding its going out wearing a red dress in a damn bull fight!" You sighed and rolled your eyes. Dean had walked closer to you two "Look Bobby she will be fine, I will watch over her and once Sam meets her I bet he will too. Basically Bobby whether you like it or not she is coming and you cannot stop her." Bobby grumbled but didn't say anything else. You kissed his cheek "I will call you after we get Sam to let you know I'm ok, deal?" He gave you a side glance "Deal.." you smiled widened "Thank you Uncle Bobby!!" he just grumbled and went back inside. That was his way of saying get so you and Dean jumped inside the impala and headed off to Stanford University. 

-Time skip brought to you by Dean singing dead or alive-

You looked out the window of the impala watching the woods pass by, Dean had some Led Zeppelin playing on his radio. You look over to him, he had his eyes on the road, he had a slight determined look on his face.

You were at war with yourself on the inside, you want to show your feelings for Dean you really do but you were also scared that he won't return the feelings, even though yes you both have kissed and he has shown affection to you. You never have really been serious with a guy, of course you've had a couple of dates here and there and you have been with a few guys but nothing really serious since you were afraid of letting a guy into your weird life...but with Dean its different, he knows your weird life hell he is a part of it but there was a little voice in the back of your head that made you think he will see and find a girl who is a thousand times more better then you in every way from her body to her personality or he might see your full personality and find you unattractive or worse end up hating you.

You let out a sigh and shook your head, Dean looked over "Hey are you alright?" You jumped slightly and looked over at him with wide eyes "Me? Oh yeah just fine...just thinking...I-I've never seen nor met Sam." He looked at you for a second and then smiled "Well you shouldn't worry about that he's a great guy, sure a pain in the ass but he's alright." You felt a little relieved that he believed you. After he went back to focusing on the road you went back to your little war.

You guys finally make it to Stanford, you've never been in a town so big before, Dean parked the impala outside Sam's apartment complex. "I'm going to go and get him but since he doesn't know you.." "I should stay out here and wait." he smirked and pointed at you "Yes sorry to ask but I think it will work out better." You gave a soft smile "Yeah I understand now go see your brother." His smile grew and he went to go kiss your cheek but he stopped midway and stood back up "Ok just give me a few minutes." He turned around and went to go get Sam.

-Time skip since we know how Dean went to get Sam-

You leaned against the car bored and trying not to think about your other problems, you soon heard two voices coming closer one your recognized as Dean's so you suspected the other was Sam.

When they opened the gate and stepped out Sam really didn't look like how you imagined him, you thought he would be at least shorter then Dean. As they walked out Sam stopped "Dean who is that?" Dean smiled slightly "Sam this is (Y/n), (Y/n) this is my brother Sam." "Hi Sam, nice to finally meet you, Dean told me a lot about you." He got a confused look on his face and looked at you then at Dean "Um....nice to meet you too but Dean has never told me about you." You gave and awkward chuckle. Dean looked at Sam "Actually I have.." Both you and Sam looked at him "When?" Sam asked, Dean looked at the ground and gave an awkward chuckled "Well....remember when I told you about that girl I was talking to at Bobby's and I asked you to keep it a secret..." Sam's eyes went wide "Wait are you saying that girl is here? You actually finally met her?" you couldn't help but giggle, Dean looked at you "So you told Sam about me?" you swear you saw him blush. "Can we get back on track please?" Dean said walking to the trunk of the impala and opened it up. "Looks liked Dean got embarrassed." Sam said smiling a you, you feel like your gonna get along with Sam.

-Time skip (Sorry for a lot of these but I'm not rewriting the series)-

Dean's P.O.V:

(A/n: This is after whole first episode and sadly Jess just died)

I watched the scene just like I did back when mom died, I stepped away and turned back to the car where Sam was loading up a shotgun, (Y/n) was leaning against the car with a worried look on her face. I walked over to them "Sam?" He put the shotgun down and closed the trunk "We have work to do." He had a stern look on his face. "Sam are you sure you want to leave now?" (Y/n) asked him putting a gentle hand on his arm he gently moved his hand away and she looked hurt. "Yes I'm sure...let's go." he got into the car. (Y/n) looked at me and sighed, she got into the back of the car while I got into the passenger seat.

(A/n: Sorry it took me so long to get this chapter out but a lot has happened with you know life and stuff. Anyway, I just wanted to let you guys all know something, I am not going to just write the reader into the episodes of supernatural because one that would take way way to long for my liking and two I want to do my own hunts but I am just going to have the monster from episode 2 the wendigo be in a chapter because its honestly one of my favorite monsters and I have a great idea for the reader and Dean. Also thank you so much for almost 600 views!!! I never imagined my story would read that much, thank you so much it means so much!!)