Dean X Reader: Letters from the past.

Chapter 4: Knowing each other better

Your P.O.V:
The rest of the night you had dreams of you and Dean. Multiple times that nigth you woke up gasping for air and dreanched in sweat but you didn't mind it at all in fact you wanted the real thing. To feel his big calloused hands roaming your body as you two pressed close together in your own little world.

The next morning when you came downstairs for breakfast you saw Dean and you tried not to blush. He saw you as you walked in and went to the fridge. He gave you a small smile making it harder to hide your growing blush. He knew he was doing something to you but didn't know how badly it had an effect on you. You say down in one of the chairs facing Dean and poured some coffee from the pot on the table and watched him roam the fridge, his body bent down slightly, his jeans becoming a little more tighter on his butt. You took a big gulp of your coffee but it went down the wrong pipe so it caused you to choke slightly causing Dean to look at you and realised You were looking at him which made him smirk slightly causing you to blush and look down.

Deans P.O.V:
I woke up before anyone else. I had a bit of trouble sleeping. Every time I slept I would dream about the amazing kiss me and (Y/n) shared. I kept wanting more and I still do, God I want so much more.

After I took my shower and went downstairs I saw a pot of coffee and a note next to it.

Dean, I made coffee and there is food in the fridge. I need to go into town. Keep (Y/n) safe and entertained (she better not get hurt or I'll kill you, you idgit.)

I couldn't help but smile. Bobby was gone so I had all the time in the world with (Y/n), since dad won't come home for another week I think.
I poured some coffee and I heard footsteps coming down the stairs so I knew it was her. When she came down and walked into the kitchen. I gave her a small smile and went to the fridge. She looks so cute in her leggings and a (f/c) shirt and her (h/c) hair slightly messy. I had to go to the fridge for one she might be hungry so I'll make her something to eat and two I knew if I was still standing there I would stare at her.

I could feel her eyes on me and I couldn't help but smirk then I heard her choke of her coffee so I look back at her and I knew it she was and still is starring at me so I gave her my infamous smirk which she proceeded to blush and look down. I knew she defiantly still feels the same way as we did when we were younger....and so do I.

Your P.O.V:

After you controlled yourself your looked up and looked at the table there was a pot of coffee and some plates however you thought to yourself 'Where is Bobby?' "Um...Hey Dean where is Bobby?" He looked at you and walked back to the table and sat down "He said he had to go into town so he won't be back for a while." You nodded and sighed.

"I spent...I don't even know how long to come over here to see him...well minus the demens making me." You whined and Dean laughed
"Well you have me. We can have fun." You looked at him and your mind went to last night and you blushed and awkwardly laughed and he caught on "Don't worry I don't mean like last night...well maybe later." he said teased and you gasped and hit his arm and you two laughed which seemed to calm both of you and release some well maybe a lot of tension between the two of you.

(Time skip to about and hour later.)

You and Dean sat on the couch and were relaxed and having a great time talking about what happened when you both stopped talking.
"Please tell me that's not true?" Dean asked and you shook your head "Sadly not. When I first went out on my own I was working in a small diner as a hostess and one night I was talking to a nice old couple who were giving good tips and one of the waitresses tripped on the stupid carpet and spilled a whole pitcher of water and soda on me and I had a nice white shirt...you can guess the rest.." you said smiling and face palming while Dean just laughed loudly "Wow shit that sucks so badly!! How did the old couple react?" "The old woman was very sympathetic to me but the old man was being a perv and the woman even hit him with her purse!" You two bursted out laughing more "Let's just say I didn't stay at that job for long." "I bet not." "Oh please you can't tell me that something embarrassing hasn't happened to you." "Oh I never said that, I've been embarrassed many times."
You sat up more and turned more to his direction "Then please tell me one." He stopped laughing and looked at you and sat up more as well "Hmm well let's see..."
(A/n: this old story of deans is made up.)

"Ok one time me and dad went on a hunting trip out in Arizona and it turned out to be just a ghost. However I went to the local community college, ya know to do research and well to check out the local babes. Well I had gotten some books from the library and then I decided to ask about local legends or you know horror story's to figure out who the ghost was. Well I was talking to a girl who was about 4 years older and we were hitting it off and I was learning a bit and we sat by a water foutain and I thought we were going somewhere and leaned in to give her a kiss on my cheek and she leaned away and I got off balanced and well however I didn't fall in the water I fell on the ground...face first and my books went in the water....I looked up and felt the blood drip down my nose and I had broken it slightly and she was giggling with a group of girls and they were taking pictures...I ended that day having to pay over 40 dollars in books and a broken nose and a pissed off dad..."

he was looking down at his hands and then looked back at you. You were trying not to laugh so you covered your mouth with your hand "It's alright laugh at me. I wasn't such a ladies man as I am now." he said in a smug confident voice. That made you laugh louder and looked at him. "Well good to see that you two have kept each other company while I was away." You both looked at him and you smiled "Yep, telling some old embarassing tales of our past. Care to join Bobby?" you said with a smug look and his eyes widened "No I don't think so, unlike you two young ones I have quite a bit more stories under my belt." Dean laughed and shook his head "Now that really makes me want to know." "Yeah no (Y/n), I think not." you got up and stretched "Aww no fun Bobby." he rolled his eyes and went to his desk.

You decided to leave him be and since Dean walked away and left you alone you went back to your room.

You sat on your bed with your laptop in front of you and some books you found in Bobby's collection on demons. After about an hour you closed your computer and let out a loud sigh, you didn't learn any more then you already knew about them. What you really wanted to know was why the hell they went after you and why for most of your life you had to be put into hiding and had to be protected.

For about another hour you dove into the books to see if you could find anything but to no avail you found nothing so you slammed the book closed and threw it to the side of your bed. "Hey what the hell did the book ever do to you?" you jumped and look to see Dean leaning against the door frame "Shit Dean you scared me." "Sorry." he walked over and sat that the edge of your bed "So why did you throw a book and look frustrated."
You sighed and leaned against your beddrame "I'm trying to find a reason why those damn demons came after me and why for most of my life hiding." he frowned "I'm sorry....but I don't think some book or website are going to tell you what you want to know." "Yeah I'm seeing that..then what the hell else do I do?" you sighed running your hand through your hair.

Dean's P.O.V:
I watched as she began to get frustrated and I feel so bad. Honestly I have no clue why those damn demons were after here, Bobby never told me even after she left. When I was about to say something to her my phone vibrated, I looked and it was my dad...I silenced it, I know that's bad but I would call him back. "Look (Y/n) why don't you go talk to Bobby and see if he knows. Usually he knows the most about this weird shit and why demons do what they do." she looked at me with a slight glare "You don't think I've done that before, and he has never given me a straight answer." she pinched the bridge of her nose and laid back against the bed frame "I think I need to rest for a bit...all of this has given me a headache." I gave her a small smile "Ok sure...let me know if you need anything." She nodded and moved the books and laptop off her bed and laid down. God she is so beautiful and I hate seeing her this frustrated, I really wish I could have some answers for her but honestly I have no clue.

Honestly today has been great I mean I got to learn some stuff about (Y/n) and her life after she left and hell she even found out some stuff about me. Anyway after I left her room I took out my phone and saw I had a message from dad. As I listened to it I heard something strange in the background (Its the voicemail from the very first episode so we all know it) I stopped in my tracts and went to work figuring out what that thing was. As soon as I did I knew I had to go find Sam....as hard as it was....Dad's in danger and I need Sam's help.

A/n: Thanks so much for reading over 300 views wow thanks so much!!! Sorry this took so so long, life got in the way. But hopefully I'll get back on track. - Ghoulgirl224