I'll Be Your Strength [ The Wanted Fanfiction ]

Chapter 10 - Going to the doctor.

Jay’s POV

I think Camila is going insane, first she talks with her ‘friend’ called Sam which I don’t see than she wants me to talk to him over the phone but when I get the phone and say ‘Hello’ there’s no one in the other side. Is she joking?

“Cam, we need to go see a therapist something like that” I tell her. She looks at me with a frown; she definitely didn’t like my idea.  “Are we having any problems Jay?” She asks me. I shake my head “I just think with this entire Sam thing. I am jealous” I was laughing inside my head “Really Jay? I never thought you would feel that way…”

“I actually do. I wanna punch him every time he gets near you”

“Don’t you even dare punch my friend” she smiles.

“Then we should go see a therapist” I say once a again and she nods.

“IF that’s what you want…” she whispered. Camila didn’t like the idea of seeing a therapist she obviously thought we had ‘relationship’ problems. “I’m going to call the therapist. Okay?” she nods unsure and walks to her room. I don’t like seeing her like that but she might be going insane, who knows? Everything is possible. Or maybe she is just joking to make me think she’s mad.

“Are you ready?” I asked her while getting a coat. It was freezing in England because of winter, I don’t particularly like this season of the year. I like getting soaked, sweating and those things I want SUMMER back! “Yep” she said popping the ‘p’. I interlocked my fingers on hers and walked towards her car, I think I should know how to drive I mean I am old enough and I seriously need to stop asking my girlfriend to drive me places. I got in the shotgun and she drove to the therapist. The ride was dead silent.

                “Welcome Ms. Prest and Mr. McGuiness I am Regina” The therapist welcomed us.

She had blonde short hair and white skin. She seemed to be in her mids 40.

We all sat in her couch, it seemed to be my grandma’s couch almost tearing apart but still comfortable. “What’s the problem?” Camila shrugged and looked away. “She is seeing people” Regina eyes widen “not in that way, she is seeing things that don’t exist” Camila’s eyes almost stabbed me. She had a big frown stamped in her face “WHAT JAY?!” she screamed. “Camila tell me about these things you are seeing” Regina said.

“I am not seeing anything abnormal” She shot me a dangerous glare.

“Then Jay tell us about what she sees that you don’t see”

“Sam“ I simply said his name.

“WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK SAM DOES EXIST!” She yelled almost tugging her nails in me, I could feel that she wanted to kill me there, in that exact moment. I looked at her worried, seriously, I wish I didn’t have to do this but if she is joking she’ll have to learn and if she’s not well that’s another thing. I wish she is just kidding and soon will burst out in laughter. “I’m sorry Cam, but I never saw or talked to Sam!” Regina looked at us trying to find the missing piece from the puzzle but she still couldn’t pull it out.

“Jay after this, we are done seriously” I couldn’t believe what she had just told me. That literally broke my heart because I seriously loved her the minute I saw her, I knew she was the girl of my dreams. “Fine” I said feeling guilty I immediately had the urge to take my words back, I wanted to regret what I’ve done but I can’t because I know I am doing the right thing.

“Fine? If that’s how it is going to be. Than as you FINE!” She got up and sent an apologetic look to Regina and quickly spared out of the room, I could see that tears were forming in her eyes.

“Jay… I know this is difficult for both of you specially you. I was waiting for Ms. Camila to be out of the session because there’s definitely something going on with her” My heart started beating fast, no way. Regina told me she had a schizophrenic case and that she couldn’t treat Camila. Regina gave me some doctors and patted me on the shoulders.

I just thought Cam was kidding, but she wasn’t. She really saw Sam that day, I might have not been real for me but for her it was. Camila lives on her on world sometimes that could explain a lot of things but still why my Camila had schizophrenia?! Why her? There are so many unpleasant women in this world who don’t have any disease and the most sweetest girl ever has to be schizophrenic. “Thanks Doc.” I was almost crying. Cam will freak out when I tell her maybe I shouldn’t tell her, it’s for her best. 

I got home and the first thing I noticed it’s that some items of Camila’s that where here some time ago where gone. I was devastated when the doctor told me what was Cam’s situation and when she told me it was over. We have been together for some months and it was going great no one knew just Max, Siva and Justin but apart from them no one never ever really thought about Camila and me together. I looked at my phone screen a picture of us in her apartment having the time of our lives.

I am going to call her and make it all clear.

I dialed her phone and her image popped up she was so beautiful with her brown hair and green eyes, she had  a unique beauty. She was the most beautiful girl ever more beautiful than Kelsey Ann ( someone I hooked up some time ago) If I looked up the word perfect in the dictionary Camila’s image would appear because she was perfect.

                “ Hello? “ She said, her voice made me weak.

                “Camila, it’s me Jay”

                “I’m going to hang up, sorry I don’t feel like talking with you right now.” She said calmly although I could her the tremble in her voice, sobs, she had been crying I don’t know for how long but long enough to make me regret taking her to Regina.

                “Cam please listen! I am sorry okay? I thought you were joking and-d” I didn’t have any more words to be said. “And? And nothing Jay. That was so immature of your part, you could have told me or asked me if I was seeing this guy called Sam well I see him you might be blind if you don’t see him! And exposing our life to some stranger girl called Regina!” She was desperate I was about to tell her how much I was sorry when she hung up.

“Fuck! Fuck!” I yelled repeatedly, I wish that I haven’t taken her to see some stupid doctor I wish I had done everything perfect! I never do that’s how all my girlfriends are exes now.

I started this, I am going to finish this as well.

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Well it has been so long, thank you i uptaded! ha

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