My Depression and Suicide poems

1.)

I'm lost,
On a road I built myself.
With no hand to hold,
Nor a map to guide me.

I'm lost,
Alone in this world.
No light to brighten this path
A broken doll lead astray.

I'm lost,
Only life to see, be not my own.
Surrounded by walls and words,
Needing pain to feel real.
I'm lost.