A Day in my life ~ book 1

Stuffed

School is OVER! I'm not sure whether to be happy or sad. I mean holidays are alright but I seem to always be bored.

The first day of the holidays was amazing though. My class had a end of year party at the local oval. I was sorta dreading it cause I would have to see Max. I thought maybe I could shut everyone out. Oh wait I forgot, you guys don't know. I, being the huge jerk and chicken I am has sorta been stupid and now Max doesn't like me anymore. Tiana has been a big help to me though. And I know know how she feels. Liking someone and knowing the feelings arnt returned sucks! Other girls would be like "my heart feels like it was ripped out and trampled by a heard of elephants" but I feel like my heart has been compressed into a tiny chamber making it throb a lot. I'm such a baby. Anyway T sent me a quote that says "Crying over a guy? Nahh pick your head up princess. Your tiara is falling" that quote really helped me. I would have a mini pretty glass tiara, its not broken but let me just say its pretty scratched.
Back to the party. My dad picked up T and we went. To begin with I spent ages just sitting on a rock staring off into space, thinking how did things get so stuffed up. I saw all my friends playing French cricket so I decided to go and join in. Let me just say I think I failed because I felt very spaced out. Then T and I went to play handball. She got Max {why, why, why} and Colin to come over as well. We were playing a very relaxed game when Colin threw the handball on the roof. That put a stop to our game. Sitting around T and Max began to tie my shoelaces together. I was hopping around chasing them when Colin picked me up and started carrying me. So embarrassing! What made it worse was T and Max weren't helping they were just laughing. Max even took a photo. I could feel my face getting reder. Why me?!?!?! Sara had bought stilts and I was having a go on them and I saw Max and T talking. I thought about going over there but I couldn't because I knew that they would stop talking about whatever it was that they were talking about on my account.
Then we had a whole class game of Paranoia. I was chosen for nicest hands and prettiest eyes. Neither of them are true but okay. What made my okay mood worse was when someone said T and Max would make the cutest couple. I just smiled but inside it hurt.
After that a few of us went to the shops and got slushies, yum!
Ariana, T, Sara, Jemma and Max were in the park playing hide and seek tip. I mean I wasn't really playing I was mainly sitting and thinking. Then Charlie and Sammi called us over for a class game of soccer. Girls vs Guys. I shall not say the score {The girls totally 'won'}. During this game Max and I were doing a mini competition. Unfortunately he won. But I think most of that was because I kept feeling sick so I would leave to get a 'drink'. I knew why I felt sick and it hurt me. Then when the game ended I was at bubbler and Max, T and Zane were there. While Zane was bent over drinking I poured my whole drink bottle all over him. That sorta lightend my mood. After a water fight it was time to go home. Finally I thought. I couldn't take it anymore.

~·~GOOO SYDNEY THUNDER, YOU BEAT THE 6'ERS FINALLY~·~

On friday my family and I drove up to port. It was a long boring journey but worth it. Sun, surf and the pool. Oh and no feeling of hurt. Or so I thought. I could not stop thinking about it. Damn me.

Well I better get over it soon, its nearly christmas!

A/N
Hey,
Sorry for the short chapter I just haven't been able to write lately. I feel sorta like Eliza, Empty.
Anyway enough of that. I wanna thank you all so much for my over 2k reads. Thats amazing! I never thought it would be possible. So thank you! :) xxx

If I dont update before then, I hope you all have a very MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Em xx