Four Years (Finished)

Chapter 15

A/N: Hi guys. Here's the next chapter of Four Years. I hope you guys like it. I worked hard on it. Enjoy. :D

Music has always been a huge part of my life and I guess my love for music helped to create my love for singing. The whole aspect of it all fascinated me, the way you could feel the singer’s emotion. I started singing really young, even though I never really knew the meaning of the words coming out of my mouth. I was in my school musical when I was six and I joined my church choir when I was ten. I was always singing no matter where I was or who I was with singing came extremely easily to me. And my love for music grew stronger when I started dating Harry because he felt the emotion too. I actually considered going to college to get a preforming arts degree or a music degree. But after I left Harry I decided that becoming a performer wasn’t practical and that’s when I decided to become a teacher. But deep down there is a singer just waiting to jump out and sing.

I turned over, squinting as the bright light came in contact with my eyes. I hit the shiny green button turning off my phone alarm, before throwing my phone onto my bed. I laid there for a few minutes before finally getting out of bed. My feet landed on the cold wooden floor and I sighed. I should not be up this early. I flipped on the shower before pulling a towel out from under the sink. I didn’t feel like doing anything today, I just wanted to lay in bed and sleep. But, that’s what happens when you have a job you’ve got to get up early and do things you don’t want to. But being a teacher is something I want to do so I should be excited to get back to my students, but for some reason I’m not. I waited for steam to collect on my mirror before stepping into the steaming water. I let my body get used to the water before putting my head under, I jumped a little as my cold body came in contact with the hot water. The water ran over my head, down my face and all my worries were washed down the drain. I leaned my head up towards the faucet before opening my mouth and singing. Suddenly everything was okay, I wasn’t thinking about Hannah or Harry, or school, or my parents, or the fact that I was up at 6:00 in the morning. All I thought about was the words of the song coming out of my mouth, how they sounded alongside of the pattering of the water against the shower floor. Release your inhibitions, feel the rain on your skin. No one else can feel it for you, only you can let it in. No one else no one else can speak the words on your lips. Drench yourself in words unspoken. Live your life with arms wide open. Today is where your book begins, the rest is still unwritten.

I stepped out of the shower smelling good and feeling refreshed. I dried off my body before wrapping myself in a robe. I made my way to my mirror pulling my damp hair out of the towel on my head and letting it fall to my shoulders. I looked at my reflection in the mirror sighing before pulling out my dryer. As I ran the dryer through my hair I opened my mouth and I began singing. As the words came out of my mouth I began to wonder where they came from. I just couldn’t put my finger on it. The words sounded so familiar but yet I couldn’t think of who sang them. That’s when I remembered exactly where they came from and I quickly shut my mouth. This song was mine this was the song I wrote about Harry. I finished drying my hair before dashing into my room to get the song. As I grabbed for the drawer handle my phone made a dinging noise. I grabbed it smiling as a picture of Hannah and I popped up on the screen. I unlocked my phone opening the text.

From: Hannah Banana

Hey Harry’s taking me out tonight. I know I promised we’d hang out but…I can’t. Sorry. Love you Hails

-Han

To: Hannah Banana

Oh, okay. That’s okay I understand, have fun! Love you Han!!

-Hails

I quickly hit reply before seeing the time. Realizing I was late I lightly cursed under my breath before running off to get dressed.